Wow I haven't written or been on this thing in such a long time. Well, let me update. Katie and I broke up, I;ve had one boyfriend since then, but it didn't work out. A friend and I are starting to get closer, so we'll see where that goes. Everyone tells me he'd be really good for me, I'm starting to think the same.

College is college. Nothing much to say there. I have new friends, they are awesome. Just as awesome as the old friends.

I work now. It's alright. I like the people I work with for the most part. Except the horny Mexicans that don't speak English that are constantly hitting on me. But I shall survive.

I miss physical company though....a lot.

Stress has been abound lately, so this past week hasn't been very fun. I'm hopeing for better days ahead.
Unknown "Cory ^_^" Lonely - 16 years, 1 month, 5 days ago

I have no life anymore. It basically consists of sleeping a lot, sitting around my house on the internet or watching tv. Sometimes I hang out with friends, sometimes I have a party to go to. But right now it's just full of boring.

I wish I could see Katie more....
Unknown "Cory ^_^" Lonely - 16 years, 5 months, 3 days ago

Things get harder now, for some reason i took the first month for granted. Why couldn't it have stayed that way? Simple in the area of everyone else, but the us could have continued on? I'd do anything for her, anything. I mean that. It scares me, all the what ifs. I try to live each day as it comes. But it'a hard when everyone else forces you to think of the future or the past.

Today...for an hour we had peace. Then another ten minutes sitting in her driveway. Why can't these peaceful moments last longer? Days, months, years? Why does everything have to be so stressful and complicated and hard? Everyone else has a problem, we are content just with each other. Why must it be complicated?

No matter how hard they push, i'm not letting go. i just hope she has the strength to do the same. Time will tell.
Unknown "Cory ^_^" Lonely - 16 years, 7 months, 5 days ago

I came out to my mom, I finally did it. She knows I'm bi, knows about Kate Monster and I, and she was okay with it. OMG! I really can't believe it went so well. Holy...crap. me is happy and relieved, didn't liked hiding something so big and important in my life as Katie.

Hopefully things will continue to get better. her parents know too, so at least we don't have to hide anymore.
Unknown "Cory ^_^" Lonely - 16 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

After this weekend I have finally started to realize just how munch Kate Monster means to me. Each day I am with her I fall more and more in love with her. Some people would call this the romantic stage. Well i hope it last a very long time. cause right now..I couldn't be happier.
Unknown "Cory ^_^" Lonely - 16 years, 7 months, 15 days ago