hmmmm colored the hair on friday...see!!!
Unknown "Sweet cheeks" Adventurous - 16 years, 1 month ago

its been awhile since i left a tale...
Unknown "Sweet cheeks" Adventurous - 16 years, 1 month ago

ah well its been awhile since i actually took the time to write something here...things have been a whirlwind since my girlfriend came home from Afghanstan...needless to say we have been spending as much time together as possible...i guess its a good thing her husband doesnt like to go dancing, leaves more girl time for us....things should slow down here soon though since she is leaving...ah and any of you in the area...should come down to the electric cowboy, i am sure you would have a good time...

a bit of odd news, i got attacked by a stray cat...its funny when i think about it now, but that damn cat tore my hand up good....


Unknown "Sweet cheeks" Adventurous - 16 years, 2 months, 19 days ago

both hands

i am walking
out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan
of the dial tone again
and i am getting
nowhere with you
and i can't let it go
and i can't get through...
the old woman behind the pink curtains
and the closed door
on the first floor
she's listening through the air shaft
to see how long our swan song can last
and both hands
now use both hands
oh, no don't close your eyes
i am writing
graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of
how hard we tried
i am watching your chest rise and fall
like the tides of my life,
and the rest of it all
and your bones have been my bedframe
and your flesh has been my pillow
i am waiting for sleep
to offer up the deed
with both hands
in each other's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it all
and i'm recording our history now on the bedroom wall
and when we leave the landlord will come
and paint over it all
and i am walking
out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again
and i am getting nowhere with you
and i can't let it go
and i can't get through
so now use both hands
please use both hands
oh, no don't close your eyes
i am writing graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of how hard we tried
hard we tried
how hard we tried

Unknown "Sweet cheeks" Adventurous - 16 years, 3 months, 13 days ago

joyful girl
i do it for the joy it brings
because i'm a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world
i do it because it's the least i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
and i do it just because i want to
because i want to

everything i do is judged
and they mostly get it wrong
but oh well
'cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged
and the woman who lives there can tell
the truth from the stuff that they say
and she looks me in the eye
and says would you prefer the easy way
no, well o.k. then
don't cry

i wonder if everything i do
i do instead
of something i want to do more
the question fills my head
i know there's no grand plan here
this is just the way it goes
when everything else seems unclear
i guess at least i know

i do it for the joy it brings
because i'm a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world
i do it because it's the least i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
and i do it just because i want to
because i want to

Unknown "Sweet cheeks" Adventurous - 16 years, 3 months, 16 days ago