thanks for the flowers, I did try to send flowers back to the ones that were nice enough to send me one but ummm well I totally suck at creating the flowers so after much trial and aggrivation I came to the conclusion that I will just say thank you and leave it at that....oh yeah and thanks for understanding :)

smiles & hugs ~sheri~
Unknown "~@~ISIS~@~" Purring - 16 years, 10 months, 19 days ago

daisy's have taught me that sometimes they'll love me
and sometimes they won't.......
Unknown "~@~ISIS~@~" Purring - 16 years, 11 months, 10 days ago

every now and then I catch a glimpse and when I do it causes me to twinge, because well it still stings...
Unknown "~@~ISIS~@~" Purring - 16 years, 11 months, 11 days ago

my seducer...

my seducer calms me, soothes me. my seducer is soothing, so sweet and soothing like the days I spent on the beach smelling the air feeling the warm sun and that salty breeze wisp across my face. sitting there with my eyes closed head up facing the sun, feeling those rays generate that warm touch that I was missing and so needed. listening to those gentle waves thrust onto the surface with a hypnotizing rhythm, that gentle thrusting beat...eyes closed letting myself be carried away to another place, a place where I am free and loved and just allowed to be...I gather what little of my senses that are left and slowly go to the edge and feel that warm saltly liquid at the tip, wanting it to pass across my lips for just a little taste. I allow myself to go deeper and get wetter in its presence until I am totally enveloped by it and I am soaking wet, lay back and float away, eyes closed allowing myself to be taken to another place again...waves pushing me back ever so gently at first then stronger and stronger till they have me at the edge and its time for my voyage to end, I exhale and rise drenched, legs shaking and trembling all over for the heat is now gone and I am exhausted from the play...

sometimes we fight and I don't know who is in control, sometimes I long for you but you won't come to me and let me have you and use you at my will when I want to and I get so mad I want to dismiss you and forget you all together and never entangle myself in your presence again, but then when I feel that I am at my wits end and can't take you being away a second longer, when I feel I am about to explode you come and give yourself to me. at first I hold back because I am not going to be tricked by you again, "you won't tease me this time", I say. but I have been missing you and longing for you so long that the burning starts slowly inside and I find myself getting excited because I feel you making your way to me and I am tingly with anticipation that I will have you again, I will be able to use you and control you, make you my own, I will have and place you exactly as I want you. my need my desire will be met and satisfied completly...sometimes I push you away, I don't want you but you call out to me, you linger and you seduce me and I can't help myself. I close my eyes and the seduction game begins, I let you have me and you rise to the occasion. we start slow until the momentum carries us away and the rush overcomes me, I am powerless against your will, I am uninhibited, I can't hide myself from you, you know exactly what I want and need...eyes closed, mouth open, inhaling deep breaths, exhaling only to gasp and nibble on my lip we become more entangled it becomes more intense, breath held.. now biting lip.. almost, but not quite there yet, you are pushing yourself on me and I can't fight you another moment, I am swept away by you and lose myself, holding nothing back, freely giving my all to you allowing you to use me and you allowing me to use you till we reach that point, that perfect point where we not only grasp but we grab hold to one another and there is no end or beginning there is no way to tell just who has who, we are joined and connected and we are one....I look at you as you look at me and I smile, very few know that smile but you do, I give that smile to you and say good nite, until our next rendevous...thank you for giving me that smile and thank you for coming to me...for you are my seducer and what a sweet seducer you are...a wickedly sweet seducer to match a bewitching beauty...

so have you figured out my seducer.....would you be surprised to know that "my seducer" is simply words, words for my writing

Unknown "~@~ISIS~@~" Purring - 16 years, 11 months, 11 days ago

thoughts...

thoughts in my head, swirl around like a whirlwind....thoughts of simplicity, thoughts of you and me...thoughts that never end...

thoughts in my head, some creep in and linger to no end...thoughts that make me question what is real and what is pretend...

thoughts in my head, thoughts of the beautiful fantasy that lays ahead, soon to turn into reality...
Unknown "~@~ISIS~@~" Purring - 16 years, 11 months, 11 days ago