These images are in honor of Ronnie, my husband of 13 years. He passed away (age 47) due to a surgeion's incompetence during Ronnie's surgery.
There was a nurse & 2 assistants who saw bleeding in Ronnie's chest cavity while the surgeon was clsoing Ronnie's chest up from a routine valve replacement. I'm not sure if they said anything, but the surgeon closed him up anyway, w/ot repairing the nicked aorta.
Fifteen minutes into recovery, he lost all of his blood (he bled completely out). According to the surgeon, he told BOTH Kathy & I that it took 10 minutes to give him cpr & then a few minutes later told us it took 20 minutes to cpr. We looked @ each other and we should have said something, but neither of us did.
I have retained an excellent attorney. I won't say what I'd like to have done to the surgeon, but let me assure you it is not violent.
The cross is for Ronnie, because he had a good relationship with God before he passed.
The white angel wings are because I liked them and thought Ronnie could use them every once in awhile.
The black angel wings are because black was his favorite color.
The Ozzy sign is because he loved Ozzy Osbourne & the day we met, Ronnie bought me my 1st Ozzy CD.
The heart is for my deep and abiding love for Ronnie. I will never find another soulmate who adored me and loved me so deeply that sometimes it was hard to take it all in, but I was successful every time.
I will love Ronnie for forever ... and ever ... and ever ... and ever ... and ONE WHOLE DAY.
That was in our wedding wows that we wrote.
Blessings for my beloved Ronnie. I know that you are with me always.
Unknown "My Beauty " Beginning to process grieving
- 16 years, 4 months, 16 days ago
