ritual of rebirth and renaming.

my past is a part of who i am and the future is where i look to.
writ in sacred speak, annointed and purified. my new life begins.
a new name i have obtained.
Leif Windwalker.
The bear and crow are my totems and shall walk the sacred mile with me through eternity.
As a Lief to flutter with my Gypciis blood and ascendency.
Renamed.
Blessed be.
Unknown "~INVINCIBLE PET~" Hungry - 16 years, 5 months, 7 days ago

so new years was the best time of my life OFFICIALLY. things are looking so freakin good right now that i dont care what crap comes my way, imma shrug it off and roll with it. nothing, i mean NOTHING can screw up the feeling ive had the last few days, i even got arrested, but the cops couldnt even pin it on me. thats the bonus of wearing gear when you paint, no prints, no paint, no problems... i did notice that a shitload of my cash was gone, but whatever... better that than the fines, or jail time...
nothing can go wrong now, i am invinci-freakin-ble!!!
Unknown "~INVINCIBLE PET~" Hungry - 16 years, 10 months, 25 days ago

im reaching that point where im just sick and tired of the entire "people thing." it's become frighteningly real that the only people i seem to get along with are the ones that sit in little boxes in my computer and i dont have to listen to them if i dont want to. thats the perfect human. silent. i got school to be looking in to, but i just need to leave at the same time... i dont know how much longer i can take it being in sooke. i only have two or three real friends here and everybody pisses me off. im becoming bitter, and that just leads to more drunken ramblin. maybe the best idea, would be for me to just tell everyone to jog off and go live in the jungle... hmmm? yes thats a semi smart idea... john in the jungle. im just stressin out right now, family is bankrupt, going to lose the house - intense pressure on me to get this party on the go... venue, djs, flyers, people, tickets, lights, sound... its a lot of stuff to remember. my job sucks left nut... dietary aide - what a useless title, i set up juice carts for a seniors home... its drivin me nuts. i wish i was back in the kitchen.
ill figure something out, i'll have to. im going to sleep now, i dont have to think while sleeping... all girls that are hella hot, feel free to leave your phone no's, addys and provocative pictures :D
sex makes me happy, maybe that's why im so miserable right now. :P
Unknown "~INVINCIBLE PET~" Hungry - 16 years, 11 months, 12 days ago

so today looks fairly bleak. i want to get off the computer, but as always im on it like theres a magnet on my ass connected to one in the chair. as long as i dont start playing diablo - i should be ok. thats a good way to waste an entire day. meh - so there i go - to smoke and try to leave this damn house
Unknown "~INVINCIBLE PET~" Hungry - 16 years, 11 months, 13 days ago