Thank you Thrice for the song, I think this video and song is awesome
Unknown "EMSAdam" Lonely - 15 years, 10 months, 26 days ago

As an EMT, I deal with people like in this song, every time I hear the tones or dispatch tells me its an attempted suicide, this song plays in my mind... People are...valued, no life is worthless....
Unknown "EMSAdam" Lonely - 15 years, 11 months, 14 days ago

Unknown "EMSAdam" Lonely - 15 years, 11 months, 17 days ago

Disapointment is part of everyday life. Whether its not getting the perfect transformer toy at the age of 6, or rejection from someone at any age. I feel pretty much that Im ready for anything, but in the long run, thats not true. My work really doesn't allow me to form anything resembling a healthy relationship with really anyone. Dating is really a joke, and romantic relationships and me seem but I seem to be constantly at odds, not because Im some sort of womanizing frat rat, I try to lead as much of an Honest life as possible, and try to be true to myself, but these days appear to be longer and harder at times. Its amazing in some aspects that I can attract those who arent even in the same state or even contry, but the local population seems to see me in a less romantic light. I wonder at times did I do the right thing by being who I am, or even if it matters what I do. Im just tired and at odds with myself about how I treat people.
Unknown "EMSAdam" Lonely - 15 years, 11 months, 17 days ago

No matter how many horror movies you go to, or the war movies...Hollywood will never be able to see through my eyes. Sometimes, I wonder, If someone did, What would they think, or say. I love this job, but sometimes, well, I sit and wonder, why? I know why, but, I wonder if others know why as well....
Unknown "EMSAdam" Lonely - 15 years, 11 months, 29 days ago