Sometimes you do things that are wrong and right. Sometimes people make mistakes but it takes so long to notice them that it is un-moving and un-changeable by the time you realize--it might've been a mistake.
I made one of those. And every day my heart aches for it. It is a pain under the surface that will never go away, because I held control of my life and my destiny in my hands, and I spit in it's face.
"You will wonder if I loved you,
of course.
The answer is yes;
a thousand times, yes.
I wonder, as I write this, how to find the words to tell you?
Words that you will believe in light of my history?
I can tell you this:
Whatever I have done, I have never violated the precept of Blessed Elua."
Love as Thou Wilt.
And I swear, I thought I was loving.
Unknown "Anguisette NFS" Sleepy
- 16 years, 3 months, 19 days ago