"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Unknown "jes's monkey" Frisky - 16 years, 16 days ago

Through life's harsh experience, I've realised that there are some things that we can never do; no matter how hard we try, how sincere we are, how much we suffered for it.
There are some ppl we can never trust. No matter how honest they seemed to be or swore to be.
Life is unfair..life is indeed, a bitch.
Unknown "jes's monkey" Frisky - 16 years, 1 month, 1 day ago

그댈 볼 수 없어요 나도 알고 있어요
후회해도 늦었죠 알죠 돌이킬 순 없죠...
Unknown "jes's monkey" Frisky - 16 years, 3 months, 8 days ago

One of my fav quotes:
Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a f@&king big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of f@&king fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing f@&king junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, f@&ked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?
Unknown "jes's monkey" Frisky - 16 years, 3 months, 29 days ago