I lay in bed awake at night
staring at the ceiling, wondering of things i already know
Your arms feel like a cage as i try to convince myself I am free
These sleepness nights are eating me away
yet you continue to sleep, unaware of the threat we face
Peaceful you look, in your dreams of fantasy
as I continue to long for my own -
a dramatic escape from this looming reality
it's not funny how things became so different, changed
We used to share our secrets, now a secret is what I keep
this dark and bitter regret
I walk around lost in myself, a maze of pity and despair
trying to find the pieces of sanity left behind
I am here with you, though my heart is really nowhere
I am hollow and passionless as I just exist
Now I sit beside you in an intoxiacted daze,
not listening to the tales of your day
only hald caring whether you're there or not
Then i wonder why we are here...
Am I here simply because you love me,
or because you think that I love you....
Unknown "Yster" Adventurous
- 16 years, 9 months, 9 days ago