Im always feeling that stupid love. Im making it all so hard. Im always as afraid as I was back then. I dont love you. I dont even like you. Just acting.
Im always as tired. Im not going to change. Im not expecting you to like me. Im not even hoping that you would. Im not going to disappear just because you would like it.
Im so far away from myself. Im not going to be happy ever after. Im no God. Im not the only one. Im not perfect.
And I hate it.
Unknown "Nemesis" Carefree - 16 years, 4 months, 23 days ago

I called you today. Then someone called back.

~Wrong number
isnt it?
isnt it?~

It wasnt, I hated. I walked alone in the snow.

~But I wont ever get there.
will I?
will I?~

I actually did. Then there was no hate to give.

~I feel despair
do I?
do I?~

I didnt feel anything, I didnt hear your lies.

~And I dont even want to.
Dont want to
Dont want to~

I´ll make my own problems thank you very much.
Unknown "Nemesis" Carefree - 16 years, 4 months, 28 days ago

And all I want to hear is the message beep.
Unknown "Nemesis" Carefree - 16 years, 4 months, 28 days ago