I picked you up so long ago
I remember the anticipation, the excitement
that hardcore yearn to be living my dream.
Oh that yearn!
I wanted to know everything about you
I wanted to know it all at once
I didn't want to wait, why wait, life is short
instant gratification is a drug, a powerful one
beware the easy road and coasting.
If its so easy why isn't everyone doing it?
you weren't easy...
why did I think you were going to be?
the strength of my youthful fantasy brought you to me
now limitations caused through distraction are driving you away.
I want to shut the world out
I want to be alone with you
this life void of any rough copy or dress rehearsal is mocking me
I can't turn my back on all the others
do I dare to draw the line
who do I cull first
my soul weeps.
its been so long since we tried something new
you know me and I know you
yet when I hold you sometimes you seem like a stranger
in my darkest times you ignited my fire within
I felt your warmth that at the time only you could give.
when I was beaming you shared in my joy
everyone could see it
mum always liked you.
I guess I should apologise cause now I can see
it was never you it has always been me.
its never too late to rekindle that flame
you're above holding grudges or laying the blame
look, its started already just thinking of you
the rhymes and the rhythm that you drew me to
this promise i make now we've come so far
I'll never abandon you old faithful guitar...
17/4/2007
Unknown "Nut" Playful
- 16 years, 11 months, 5 days ago