I am very sad to report that my good friend from here on facebook, and a friend from back in college a few years back, has passed away tonight at 8:47 pm. Rose Sari, better know as "Kimono Rose" on facebook, was hit by a drunk driver yesterday while coming home from work. Her boyfriend Ren had tried to call me, but as I did not recognize the phone number, I ignored it. I'm feeling so guilty for that! If I had answered the phone I could have gone out to Kelowna and at least have seen her one last time before she passed on. Ren had used Rose's phone to text me, then he called me when he was certian that I would answer the phone. It feels so lonely without her. I mean I have not seen her since "English for Advertising", four years ago, but she was still there to talk to. There's not even an memorial that I can attend as her remains will go back to Holland with Ren. That's where her family awaits her return. I miss her so much already, and can't help but feel so bad for not picking up that phone! I had the money to make the short trip to Kelowna, my boss would have given me the time off, but no, I ignored the damn phone. Why the hell did I do that?!?! I just feel so bad now, and I don't know what to do. I was just getting over a relationship and assult trama, much of which Rose walked me thru, and now I'm hit with this. I really, REALLY, wish that I could have been there with her that one last day!
Unknown "Frenchie" Sparkling - 16 years, 7 months, 27 days ago

Wow, I can't believe that I never got around to writing a tale. But I guess between the two jobs I just never found the time. I really should remove some applications from my facebook, not this one, but others as I cannot keep up with it all in a day.

However today I am quite sick. It came out of nowhere and shamelessly attacked me. I haven't been sick in over a year, I was quite happy about that too. But in a small way it worked out. I did not feel like going to work today. Last night was a nightmare emotionally. In short no one was doing their job so I was picking up the slack for everyone else. While doing MY job the tills alarms were set off. I was outside at the time, so when I came back in I was totally blamed for what had happened and all that when wrong during shift cut. I maybe a nice person but I'm not going to take that crap. After fixing things I managed to get out of there 40 minutes late. Took my time walking home cuz I needed the air. But I was also upset as I had ran into someone I had loved very much for like two years. It always gets me thinking when I see him. Not about getting back together or anything. Just how different we both are now. It's a strange feeling. But when I got home my best friend Rose was waiting for me online and she let me rant and cry, so I feel much better. Except for this flu >.< I decided to listen to peaceful music, just to relax me and keep me calm. Not that I'm the type to randomly freak out over nothing. Thus I am listening to Indigo Dye, piano version, and drinking up some neo-citron hoping that I will get better before I miss too many days of work.
Unknown "Frenchie" Sparkling - 16 years, 8 months, 15 days ago