Thoughts about the turning of a new year:
Optimism is overrated and only makes one fall hard. I have a hang of some semi-positive melancholy with a splash of sarcastic realism.
"Come to the dark side. We have chocolate!"
:D


Unknown "Wolverine" Content - 16 years, 9 months, 15 days ago

I've always been a lone wolf, going my own way and inventing my own life while travelling. Travelling is not about going from A to B for me, its the Journey itself that is the goal. My motto in high school was: "Some people love the stars too much to fear the dark". I feel very much connected to nature; to the moon, the sea and the mountains especially. Its a solitary life to be on the road - I didn't want to get attached to anything that could weigh me down or hold me back. No loans, no longterm relationships. I think I've found my place now: I have a job that allows me to live abroad for 3-year periods, and I have a son whom I'm trying to teach flexibility and tolerance to.
I know I have to live life NOW, no matter what might be behind the next curve - or I might end up having lived my whole life ON HOLD, anticipating always WHATS NEXT. I'm getting better at it. But I kinda still awaits the Male who'll be catching me and teach me to live a normal life. I think a wolf who's run free (cross-culturing) for so many years might be severely intimidating to most. The only men I spot are those mate-ready Males, just as wild and free as myself, and nowhere near cave-ready yet, or those caving with another female. Oh well... I am surviving.
Unknown "Wolverine" Content - 16 years, 10 months, 2 days ago

I just heard on the radio that theres nothing negative about giving teenage girls the pill, cause is kills their sexdrive. "Kills" must be an overstatement. I know the pill is bad for your sexdrive, but didn't discover this untill I turned 32 or so. I wonder how desperately horny I would've been in my early 20's if I hadn't been on the pill..!?
Good thing I was.
Unknown "Wolverine" Content - 16 years, 10 months, 2 days ago