Written by : Deb Cummins
Depression fills my mind and soul,
the pain builds and takes it tole.
Seems like there is no escape now,
but then i find it you ask but how?
Through the ropes i feel the inescapable treasure,
that seems to be my only true desire and pleasure.
For to follow the ropes is a place i find myself,
through the pain and glory of pure punishment itself.
It carries me to a place i know all pain will die,
with each stroke i again will soon be able to fly.
On the wings of true passion and lust i will go,
through endorphins that run through me and flow.
i fly so high all emotions and pain renders gone,
and i purr and i moan as if singing a love song.
For i reach my special place in my troubled mind,
that makes all problems disappear and impossible to find.
A place of serenity peace full of love and contentment,
where i feel no hate mental pain or others condemnment.
A place that most people would truly fear and run from,
for they have no idea why only it is here i must come.
They don't feel the pain and sorrow i feel each day,
a pain so deep that even words can not describe or say.
But without the pain i go through to find my special place,
Each second each moment each hour each day i could not face.
Through my Master strong skillful loving hands and cane,
i will live my life the way i do so i will never go insane.
For without subspace i will not last one more day or mend,
as it is the one place i go so i will never face the end.
Unknown "♥♥♥♥" Naughty
- 16 years, 2 months, 22 days ago
