sad cwistmast

my master was acting weird for the past 2 days...at first after work, he went out with his colleagues and partied the night away. He said that drinking the concoction called alcohol was good for the soul and it made him a bit bolder in approaching other people. I find my master a bit crazy at times.

anyway, on cwistmast day itself, my master woke up and complained of massive headache. He said it was all due to the alcohol. I wonder, if it was that bad, why did he do this to himself? My master said that with pain comes pleasure or was it the other way round.

My master's mood changed later because he received news that a close friend of his passed away on cwistmast day itself. He was still in party mood when he received the news. Immediately he cancelled all his appointments and sat down to think of his own life and for the first time in my life, I saw my master crying.

He said that it was because he could not accept the fact that his close friend has passed away....that it was too sudden. My master said, life is too fragile and I couldn't agree more. Also I understand his feelings as I recalled mine, when I was struggling to survive.

Life is funny....
Unknown Emo - 16 years, 5 months, 15 days ago

My master seems happy these few days. I dont know why. Maybe it's because he's now getting to know his mistress or maybe tomorrow it is what they call "Christmas". Master tells me it is a time for forgiving and a time to reflect on the past year. I dont know what he means by that but I guess it will be a very quiet time indeed.

My master is quite the funny person I guess. He seems quite absent-minded nowadays. Stopping in mid air when speaking as if he is distracted but he doesn't seem to be, well not to me at least.

My master told me that Christmas is also a time to exchange gifts. I was so tired over the weekend as my master dragged me around places to shop for appropriate gifts, for all the people he knows. He said it is a time where everyone is most happiest....but he does not seem to look that way. I wonder why.....
Unknown Emo - 16 years, 5 months, 17 days ago

Today I found out that my master is also owned by another....that means I am a pet of a pet. His master is a lady. That means my master has a mistress. :P Isn't life funny then? My master told me the other day that a mistress has 2 meanings...I wonder what they are.

Anyway, my master was bought by another. My master thinks it was by mistake as he was immediately returned to the store. I was so afraid that I would lose my master but he came back and luckily his mistress also bought him back and gave him more points...hopefully it is enough to keep him from being bought again as I dont want to be returned to the evil seller....who will probably dry me up and sell me as a piece of exotic meat. Help..........
Unknown Emo - 16 years, 5 months, 18 days ago

My existence

Being a pet to my master meant I have to try and keep him happy. After all, I owe him my life. He bought me back from the wicked vendor selling exotic sea creatures and I was there gasping for air. You see I am a seahorse. I need to have my space and the vendor was trying to kill me so that I can be dried up and sold as medicinal herbs.

I remember seeing my master that time, looking at the vendor in disgust and trying to haggle for my freedom. I had earlier on tried to secretly escape but the vendor caught me back.

So now, I am my owner's proud pet and I wouldn't want to be traded for another but I know it wont last as other people may pay more and buy me up. I only hope if that ever happen, my master would buy me back or my new master would be as kind as the current one.
Unknown Emo - 16 years, 5 months, 20 days ago

Chronicles of A Morbid Person In Shanghai

It's been 1 1/2yrs since I first set foot on this foreign soil with my master. My master called this place Mainland. He said it was leaving Motherland for Mainland (trading one "M" for another) meant new life, new civilization, new everything. I couldnt agree more with him.

He was initially sad and worried and I understood what he was going through. Leaving a secured nesting place to come to a foreign land to work, where there's a lot of uncertainties and overcoming language barrier seems like a huge challenge for him. I initially wanted to runaway but I know my master needs me now more than ever. So I stayed.

I listen to him repeating himself many times the sentences he wants to say in Mandarin. At first it was all garbage to me. Sounded more of mumbled sounds rather than Mandarin but then it got easier for my master. A lot of people congratulated him for able to pick up the language quite fast. From zero to at least now a 9-10yrs old comprehension, which I am told, is quite good.

My master is quite the funny guy. He can be sad and yet still show a very happy face. Everyone around him wont notice it but one or two, who are sharper, are able to feel it. My master just brush them aside. I try to tell my master that this is not healthy but he does not listen to me....until it is too late.

Anyway, this is the life of my master in Mainland. It is starting to be winter season now. A lot of wind, cold weather and rain. My master is still hoping for snow but this is not possible, not where my master is at the moment. Maybe I will suggest to him to take a road trip....to explore Mainland and I hope he will take me along.


Unknown Emo - 16 years, 5 months, 21 days ago