heart broken
It's a feeling you can never understand until you experience it. It is a constant pain and discomfort that you struggle with all day. It is a sickness in your stomach and a knot in your throat. It is when eating becomes a battle to swallow and falling asleep becomes inconceivable. It is unrequited love. It is the loss of someone you love. It feels like you lost apart of who you are. You fight with yourself, trying to convince yourself you are fine. It's a constant swing in your emotions. Some moment are better than others. Sometimes you think it is almost over, but then, just as suddenly you are overwhelmed with a paralyzing pain that forces you stop and rest for a moment. You are always thinking about the other person. Imagining how happy they are, while you are barely hanging on. You think about how they have forgotten about you... How could it have been so easy for them. How could they have said they cared about you, but moved on you so effortlessly. You wonder, "how could you do this... How could you say you care about me and be so careless with your words and actions?" Soon these thoughts turn to anger. Anger that you use to get you through the day. Anger is what blocks out the saddness. Hate is the only escape from the saddness you are overwhelmed by. Unfortunately, the hate is only temporary. When it eats away at you until there is nothing left, you are back to where you started. Thinking about them, and how alone you are. Now you are left to cry, either on the inside or out, and making promises to yourself that you will never let this happen again.
Unknown "Shorty" Seductive - 16 years, 5 months, 25 days ago

insanity
In sanity is all i see,
living the life that people believe,
with all the wealth and pain aside,
I bring forth the falling cries,
they are fallen, and not yet heard,
Calling, at a single pace,
of a line we couldn't erase,

Hopin' i live my life ...
With a potential that'd leave me fly,
grabbin' the very core of a knife,
i'd pierce it through myself, but i deny,
my cutthroat sty' , i wish i'd knew
how to laugh live and love,
Ohh like my dreams,
So ican bring back anew,
fulfiilling hope we'd all call a dew.

So fresh and so clean my heart it seems,
has probably left to find it's key,
and end with a wo ai ni,
but will she be living in our society,
where it's just full of insanity.
Unknown "Shorty" Seductive - 16 years, 6 months, 2 days ago

Take one step.. Now bring it back... Hold my hand, now raise it high... Touch the sky no wait you can't.. because the Clouds are waving on our side.. with artic drops, hot air, and gas... Moving fast they blind our eyes... Keep on holding cause we will fly, Soon departed but keep in mind, Our hearts have only frozen.... lost in time.... Hold on tight but not my hands. For they have melted from the lack of warmth. Has my softness left you so?.. Or for my heart, you need to go? These feeling i wish i would know, from your mouth I wished you speak, but none the less you keep it closed. How you could possibliy let it snow.. Catch the flakes before they grow, into lakes and rivers we hated so. Drizzled on for a moment.. then left without a trace.So soft and edible but not a taste.
Unknown "Shorty" Seductive - 16 years, 6 months, 12 days ago

If i had the power to... Shoot down the stars.. I'd have to shoot you dear.
Unknown "Shorty" Seductive - 16 years, 6 months, 18 days ago

When you're feeling down Mr. Boba Will cheer you up^^
Unknown "Shorty" Seductive - 16 years, 7 months, 25 days ago