I'm slowly drifting away into surreality. I'm just holding it with the pinch of two fingers.
James A "Rock Lobster" Curious - 16 years, 2 months, 19 days ago

Hello. I'm feeling useless and rejected.
James A "Rock Lobster" Curious - 16 years, 3 months, 13 days ago

Sleep has been a problem for me lately. i've been known to either doze off at four AM and wake up at two PM or doze off at a later time like eight AM and STILL wake up at two PM.

I also qualified for a job at informatics but would probably refuse it since their pay scheme is too slow (Finish a 100 hour batch + 15 days of processing. and it's 120 per hour so the total pay out would be like my salary at telus/ambergris)

Kinda makes me wish i was 16 again and didn't have a care in the world <_<
James A "Rock Lobster" Curious - 16 years, 9 months ago

My whole day... err.. few weeks are usually spent at saint luke's hospital these days. first me with random pains in random parts of my body. then having my brother checked up for a hernia along with my step-mother for her checkup. Then a day after having my brother checked up again for ultrasound i had strange food allergies after eating a weird tasting burger in San Juan's LTO so i went to their ER at four in the morning the other day.

So today i spent the whole day just watching my brother get his blood and urine examined and admitting him. since he's authistic i had to be a little parental around him which makes me feel all grown up (I've been doing this since the begining of my life) so pardon me if my grammar is incoherent . Anyway after all this (Trying to shift him from "Ward" To private room) my one aunt texted me "Thanks for being a good brother, your mom would be proud of you." gave me a little fuzzy feeling inside. Bah i'm a softy after all.

(Cross posted to LJ)
James A "Rock Lobster" Curious - 16 years, 9 months, 21 days ago

Great. Now i killed two devices. A bad firmware update with my V6 Bricked it. and my MP3 player was swimming in the laundry. x.X now i'm hoping i dont' fry my laptop. -sigh~- >_> note this Christmas someone buy me insurance for my devices.
James A "Rock Lobster" Curious - 16 years, 10 months, 10 days ago