Human being, its really hard to predict sometimes. When you wnt someone or something, you will be hard to get it. I feel quite sad that why each and everytime my family have issue, I feel fed up with all this. Sometimes I will think to just leave and bag pack oversea without thinking , still there is a lot of thing want to settle. Just leave it first because I know there is still a lot of thing might need to settle. Anyhow just let it be first..Till the moment has come!!!
Unknown "~Yummikong~" - 16 years, 3 months, 11 days ago

Hem...what should I start from... I really confused with what I want now... After all ..there is no free lunch in this world,I know ..from now on I have to work hard to get what I want. The so called good person, I dont know, is my attitute problem or him..Just let it be..I did try to control my temper but still cant..MAybe he is not the one for me or should I said I really fall in to someone!! Yes, from the first day I met him..I have those different feeling.And because he busy , so we seldom meet. But honestly these few month I really do miss him sometimes.. Sometimes even scroll my phone to look on his name and wanted to typr massage, but I m scared he is busy..so a lot of time I will not send or call.. Recently we meet up quite ofen..I know what he want but I still...like him..maybe love..I m confusing now.... Shit ler..I m so scare the feeling really change , I really dont know why..but this kind of thing is very complicated!!! Hopefully he is not that bad as other and I know a lot of gal is behind him...But I wont ask and I have to be able to take it... Miss u .... Hope what u said is real ya!!!!
Unknown "~Yummikong~" - 16 years, 5 months, 17 days ago

Wondering, human being , when they reach certain extend they will feel bored. Life become so good now for me. And I have a very good person behind me. I dont need to be sad, and my colourful life is on the way. What I want to do now is to learn whatever I feel like wanna learn. I tought to go for study, but I feel very bored to go alone. Hem, maybe I will go for salsa dance class, then follow by hip hop and and etc. And now I m looking for a place to go holiday, but I still have this project on my hand, must finish it only can go. Sigh... Yummi, u cannot lazy ar...must work hard also...Now I know I will have Hee Jin to go fro classes with me but if she left...I will started to escaped the classes.Ok..Let me think of what I wan to join, no matter what, I have to enjoy my life!!!Happy always....

Unknown "~Yummikong~" - 16 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

Confused... sometimes when there is people who treat you good , you will feel , why are they treating me good ha???? what they want fro me?? Last night, received a call from one of my friend, and actually I know I m not a good adviser in relationship, as I dont trust to have a so called love thing in my life. Maybe I have pull out myself to being love and love someone.So I just know how to teach people not to love!!! Then a word from my friend to me..." do not see this world so dull" hahahaha...see I m the one who supposed advise people and now being advise to see hope on the guy in this world. To be honest , I do like but I really forgotten what love is. And I dont want my self to suffer again for those thing. That only make people headache and sad..why must I ??/I can live happily with my friend and family.But I will consider, if this guy is really good and take care of me with his heart..No worry , time will prove, you know me..I like to play game..I will see if he is good enough to wait and spend time to change me...Hem..I do believe my life start changing..Yes I really have a better life now...And a lot of good news for me from work, family and other..Hopefully what the priest told m is correct!!! My bad time is over!!!I will be happy and happier all the time!!!!
Unknown "~Yummikong~" - 16 years, 7 months, 13 days ago

Huh... Life is not easy. I received a bad news when the moment I walk down from the plane. Oh no... Wat should I do with it??? I m so lost now. Should I believe or should I leave it. Who else can I share with ??? I really have no idea, why all this happen so sudden?? MAybe is time for me to change. I should not wish thing to be so perfect. I really could'nt accept when thing not go well, so leave ur thinking behind, little gal. But i really need to solve it right now. Hem.. so just let see how thing goes, its all beyond my control now..I thnk I need to focus on other thing instead on continue this. I have nothing to afraid with, I m surviving after the incident that day, so be tough gals, u are still alive and there is a lot of thing you need to de, gals...Dont give up!!!!
And one more thing, I really need to thanks my friend who been suporting me all this while..Doc , who is always listen to my tales and helping me without asking for return, Szee waan- my mama knows that I been hiding my feeling for these years advise me to believe the world is still bright, - Lawrence, Nicole, Charles who is welcoming me when I been to Hk, and the rest I will bear in my ming always... Thanks all my dear friend..I know I will able to be who I am and not to be so emotion anymore...Thanks


Unknown "~Yummikong~" - 16 years, 8 months, 14 days ago