I kinda felt like dropping bombs, as if from beyond the grave.......
I recently experienced some very new things the last yr or so have been full and only in the last almost 5 mos have i ever really missed anyone and i hate it.
I wish it wasn't too late...
If it matters at all and if my intended reader ever gets to read it, for all it's worth
I'm really FUCKING SORRY.I'll always love you :(
Unknown "~My cheetah~" Ferocious - 15 years, 8 months, 24 days ago

Everything I thought I ever knew was wrong, and all the people I ever fell into love with were never really there in the first place, I'm wondering what in the name of GOD is wrong with me? I try so hard and i give of myself totally and love from my heart, that's all i ever wanted in return and as it may seem that's an impossible feat to accomplish :( I feel un lovable...
Unknown "~My cheetah~" Ferocious - 15 years, 11 months, 14 days ago

You made me cry...
Unknown "~My cheetah~" Ferocious - 15 years, 11 months, 15 days ago

For Kris,
You know it's been 6 mos... how things have changed and how many times I ask myself what it was that I did wrong, I close my eyes and see yours and talk to myself like you're right here beside me.
I feel the tears now... after all this time they start? I didn't want to do this alone... I always thought you would be here beside me every step of the way, but you never were and look... you're still not.
Looking past all the resentment and feeling past all the pain the truth is, I'll probably never see you again. I wanted you to know that I did love you ... infact I more than loved you and that place will remain void for all eternity, You became my everything but now everything has changed...
Goodbye
Unknown "~My cheetah~" Ferocious - 15 years, 11 months, 15 days ago

Ever just feel alone? Like the world has something better in store for you and you're just missing it? Like you're ready to share forever with someone and there's just no one there?
Unknown "~My cheetah~" Ferocious - 15 years, 11 months, 16 days ago