This is one of my fav songs.

- - No-one is there (Sopor Aeternus)

Now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how
sounds become words or even sentences ... No, I
don't speak anymore and what could I say, since
no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...
So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ...
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or
someone to talk to, for something to share ...-
but there is no hope and no-one is there. No, no,
no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing
(left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by
myself, sleeping most of the time to endure the
pain. I am not breathing a word, I haven't spoken
[ Letras de Canciones encontraron en es.mp3lyrics.org/Katy ]
for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is
(secretly) straining her ears. But there is
no-one, and it seems to me at times that with
every passing hour another word is leaving my mind
... I am the mistress of loneliness, my court is
deserted but I do not care. The presence of people
is ugly and cold and something I can neither watch
nor bear. So, I prefer to lie in darkness silence
alone, listening to the lack of light, or sound,
or someone to talk to, for something to share ...-
but there is no hope and no-one is there. No, I
don't speak anymore and what should I say, since
no- one is there and there is nothing to say? All
is oppressive, alles ist schwer, there is no-one
and No-one is there..
Unknown "~Evil Twin~ NFS" Gloomy - 16 years, 23 days ago

This is a Poem that i found in Internet
I like it a lot =)

--- Black Days ---

Darkness approaches

Once more I turn to melancholy

Turning in on myself

A period of introspection

Full of doubts

How will I find the light to guide me?

So long in the darkness

Isolated and alone

Time passes by

One empty day after another

Should I end it all?

Is that the only answer?

What happens if I do nothing?

A slow decline

Into middle age and still further on

Into old age

Still nothing has been achieved

A few small successes along the way

But is that enough to save me?

Will God reject my soul as empty and shallow?

Will I be handed to the Devil to hang from the gallows?


Unknown "~Evil Twin~ NFS" Gloomy - 16 years, 23 days ago