I have so much on my mind right now
So many questions
So many thoughts
I need answers
I need relief...

I need someone to release me from this prison...
A prison I brought upon myself.
Oh how I long to feel what I used to
To smile with genuine joy
To cry with pure pleasure
To be held in the arms of someone who truly loves me.

I need to know that I am cared for
I'd love to know where I belong
I want to belong to the one who owns my soul
I crave to know who that is

The thought of this person terrifies me
Such complete power over me
Already knowing my darkest secrets
Before I even pass them over my lips.

I need to know you love me
I have to know you care
Are you willing to fill this emptiness?
The emptiness that consumes my very soul

Are you my saviour?

Unknown "Betty" Evasive - 16 years, 7 months, 6 days ago