Basking in the sun. Naked freedom. Life has begun. A woman confused. A woman misused. Trust is an issue. Everyone just tries to hand her a tissue. When all that she needs is someone to trust, someone to love, someone to understand. Someone with a kindly hand. The past, a vast mind boggling attempt for family... Here comes baby. Daddy marries mommy. As baby gets older, her life grew colder. Day by day, daddy grew bolder. Leaving mommy alone to care for her own. while he got drunk and played in his band. Fucked other women, even though mommy had that ring on her hand. When daddy came home all drunk and tough, he and mommy would fight so very rough. Two little girls. One not old enough to remember, the other, her mind scarred forever. As time goes by, mommy decides to leave daddy. Just the three girls living happy. No money, no stable place to live. Having nothing extra to give. While living with nothing, they did have something. Happiness and love. Then mommy met a man, she marries this man. Thinking it was her ticket out. Taking the girl and her little sister away with no doubt. A few years down the road, life starts to erode. Back in the state with family and friends, trying to make some mends to the many tears and missed years of being gone. At the dawn of the oldest girls life. She meets a boy. For two years she trusts him, she loves him. In the end he treats her like a toy. She falls apart for that boy, she felt, was her only start. Life becomes miserable, incapable of letting others in. She fails at school, she thinks it's un-cool. When really school is one tool to happiness. In the past she met a different boy. Passing him by without a blink of an eye. Again, she talks to. Wanting to let him in. She finds it hard for she is scarred. Should understanding be enough? Either way, if he will wait, time will tell where this story has fell.
Unknown "baby mama♥" Loyal - 16 years, 4 months, 16 days ago

Let the clouds be what we reach. Forget what other people preach. May the clouds be the bed of love for the innocent dove. Binded by understanding and truth, may we never let these feelings loose. Precious and special. Never let go of the beautiful.
Unknown "baby mama♥" Loyal - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago

A woman of my mind will be left behind. Defending her right to think for herself, while life is waiting up on that shelf. A little too high for her to reach, she stands and listens to people preach, about how she must move forward and try a little harder. Yet she still can't seem to grab life's true order.
Unknown "baby mama♥" Loyal - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago

This life we live,
So abusive.
Physically, mentally.
Nothing is done gently.
The birth of life. beautiful.
The life we live. pitiful.
Fuck everyone.
Fuck their opinion.
My life.
My dominion.


Unknown "baby mama♥" Loyal - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago

Gracefully,
Briskfully.
Swimming wistfully.
Colors flaring,
Eyes are staring.
Death is desire.
Rank Who's higher.
In the end,
Death, is life's true sire.


(Beautiful isn't it? Haha it's about my fish.)
Unknown "baby mama♥" Loyal - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago