in controll ``

my busy schedule from the beggining of nov.
老公 · 陪我留下
im cannot keep standing still anymore i feel like collapsing

11/01 rehersal 2~6
11/04 rehersal 6~9
11/08 rehersal 9~1 (me & u schedule nite: 6~9 which is mall day)
11/10 rehersal 2~9
11/11 rehersal 2~9
(supposed to have our days on those two days):
11/15 chanteurs luncheon! perform all day long`
11/18 rehersal 6~9
11/22 rehersal 9~1 (me & u schedule nite: 6~9)

YAY! no rehersal durin thx giving!

durin dec. SHOW TIME ``
thats when's the dangerous time as my grades might get pretty low..

12/01 show start on 1
12/03 show start on 1
12/05 show start on 9
12/06 show at 1~4 / nite show start on 5
12/09 show at 1 / nite show at 7
12/10 nite show at 8
12/19 show at 12

ill be in a bad month. baby stick w. me and watch my show

WINTER BREAK! A TRIP FROM HYM FINALLY :D 3/24 stay w. hubby

temparary schedule:
02/12 show at 1

a performer feels like ...
everyday equals a torture for us
we really put a lot of efforts in every rehersal
so pls watch our show, we need ur support <3
ill soon tell u the locations soon (:
lucky that i still have baby. or my life is... dead
hope bb take care of me more durin dec :]
my dead line x_______x

FREAKING CHANTEURS!! :(
Unknown "LOCKED by ew" Loving - 16 years, 1 month, 27 days ago

what now`
looking at the plain, there's nothing
finally lie on ground, taking a big nap
a really long nap
just having a hopeless thought
take me in dream
cross to my future
Unknown "LOCKED by ew" Loving - 16 years, 1 month, 27 days ago

babe & I've been argued recently for some prob. that cant even count as matters
i feel my heart is breaking so peacefully but very bloody all over the place
but the thing is he's always the one who cover my wound

babe ask me wats the matter all the time but somehow i jus cant figure it out
i guess im getting deeper and deeper in my little hubby
its jus cus i love you way too much
sometimes when u forget to do sth for me as usual
thats the time when i feel upset and sth is sorta missing apart

baby dont worry if i always ask if u still love me recently
its not cus i think u dont love me or what
its jus that im not confident at all
it jus makes me feel safer when u say that
it jus makes me feel at least im not the only one who's willin to share my love w. u
i wanna make sure that ur the one who love me very much too
baby i wanna live with u constantly in a simple way
jus give me a call, get involved with my thoughts, do me a sweet favor

when i yell, i dont mean to hate you
its jus a way im loving you..
if ur not the one i care the most
why the heck do i have bad temper for

when i shout at you
i just really want you to remember
the one who get mad at you the most for only some no-big-deal problem
she is the one who love you the most.. concerned you the most

dont ask why do i love you this deeply
its jus the way it is
because ur the special gift for me given by god
ur the only one who can heal my pain, the one who is for me to treasure
and im the only one who need u to take care with
you know? <3
Unknown "LOCKED by ew" Loving - 16 years, 1 month, 28 days ago

hate the feelin when our day times up
hate the feelin when our hands must be apart from each other
hate the feelin when we kiss goodbye
hate the feelin when we leave from an opposite direction
hate the feelin when we look back and give a sad facey

i dont wanna be the cinderella
controllin by the time

i dont wanna miss u too often as a habit
i want u sleep by my side, go beyond 12 o'clock
look at me, defend me, whisper to me till im asleep

baby i miss you very much...
like the bird miss freedom
like the wind miss tree
like the bear miss hug
like me missing ur love
need ur word, ur lip, ur ear, ur eyes

very very much.. ♥

Unknown "LOCKED by ew" Loving - 16 years, 2 months ago