rescue ~ m. braun - september 6, 2008
. . . .
when i need help
when i'm in danger
when i'm finally done, depleted, and everything inside
is gone, used up, empty, hollow
when i've helped everyone, all i can, and been a friend,
and taken care of everybody, until i can't anymore
when my heart is broken, and my soul is crushed, and my mind is dead,
and my blood has all poured out
when no one has touched me, kissed me, in a long, long time
when my life is in chaos, and i'm lost, directionless, afraid, confused,
and am doing nothing about it..
when i can't think, can't cope, can't make it,
can't hope for anything anymore
when i don't love god, and don't fear the devil, and don't care
about starving children or the fucking environment
when i've lost myself, and my principles mean nothing to me,
and i don't stand for anything, care about anything
when i can't breathe
when i don't have money, time, patience, pride, compassion,
liquor, cigarettes, dreams, or anything to eat
when i've become an asshole, a coward, a liar, a killer, a whore,
a madman, a victim, a preacher, a shadow, a ghost
when i have wasted every chance that i've been given
when i don't love anyone anymore, and no one loves me either
when i've hurt myself, cornered myself, tortured myself, fooled myself,
cheated myself, poisoned myself..
when i start crying, and can't stop
when i am drifting away, and have nothing to cling to,
and my eyes are closing, and i'm letting myself go
when i need you...
...will you rescue me
. . . .
Unknown "Happily Owned" Seductive
- 16 years, 26 days ago
