a story of some people..a tree, a leaf and a wind..


>>>===Tree===
>>>The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
>>>Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a
>>>trademark for all my watercolors painting.
>>>I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.
>>>There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.
>>>She doesn't have a pretty face,
>>>Doesn't have a good figure,
>>>Doesn't have outstanding charm.
>>>She is just a very ordinary gal.
>>>I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent,
>>>Like her frankness,
>>>Like her cuteness,
>>>Like her intelligence and her fragility.
>>>Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so
>>>ordinary like her is not a good match for me.
>>>I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings
>>>will vanish.
>>>I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
>>>I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't
>>>have to give up everything just for her.
>>>The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.
>>>She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3
>>>years.
>>>She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
>>>When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us.
>>>She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off.
>>>The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut.
>>>I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but
>>>laugh at her the whole day.
>>>When everybody goes back home, she was alone crying in the
>>>classroom.
>>>She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get
>>>something.
>>>I watch her cry for an hour or so.
>>>My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.
>>>There was once when both of them quarreled.
>>>I know that based on her character she's not the type that will
>>>start off the quarrel.
>>>But I still sided with my girlfriend.
>>>I shouted at her and her eyes were filled shocked.
>>>I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my
>>>girlfriend.
>>>The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever
>>>happened.
>>>I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache
>>>is as bad as hers.
>>>When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.
>>>After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to
>>>tell her.
>>>She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too.
>>>I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting
>>>together.
>>>I know whose the guy.
>>>He has been going after her for quite a while.
>>>A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting.
>>>His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.
>>>I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate
>>>her.
>>>When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand
>>>it.
>>>It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest.
>>>I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't.
>>>Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry.
>>>How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't
>>>acknowledge her presence too.
>>>During graduation, I read an sms in my hp.
>>>It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry.
>>>I haven't read it since then.
>>>It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because
>>>Tree didn't ask her to stay?"
Unknown "♥windie♥" Lonely - 16 years, 10 months, 29 days ago

>>>===Leaf===
>>>During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why?
>>>Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been
>>>relying
>>>on for so long it takes a lot of courage.
>>>During the 3 years of Pre-U.
>>>I was on very close terms with a guy.
>>>Not BGR kind but as buddy kind.
>>>But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never
>>>should have learnt - Jealousy.
>>>The sourness in the heart can't be described by using a lemon.
>>>It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
>>>Sourness to the extreme limit.
>>>They were only together for 2 months.
>>>When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.
>>>But after a month, he got together with another gal.
>>>I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me?
>>>Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move?
>>>Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.
>>>Time after time, my heart was hurt.
>>>I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.
>>>If he doesn't like he, why does he treat me so well.
>>>It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.
>>>Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
>>>I can know his likes, his habits.
>>>But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
>>>You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?
>>>Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
>>>Care for him, accompany him, and love him.
>>>Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
>>>It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to
>>>send me sms.
>>>I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
>>>Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to
>>>go through & I really want to give up.
>>>Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
>>>The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompanies me for 3 years.
>>>Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after
>>>me.
>>>Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.
>>>From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm
>>>willing to let him has a small footing in my heart.
>>>He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from
>>>the tree.
>>>In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a
>>>small footing in my heart.
>>>I know this wind will bring this badly battered leaf far away &
>>>better land.
>>>Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to
>>>stay.
>>>Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
>>>Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?
Unknown "♥windie♥" Lonely - 16 years, 10 months, 29 days ago

>>>===Wind===
>>>Because I like a gal called leaf.
>>>Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind.
>>>A wind that will blow her away.
>>>When I first met her, it was 1 month after I transfer to the new
>>>school.
>>>I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer.
>>>During ECA time, she will always be sitting there.
>>>Be it alone or with her friends looking at him.
>>>When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes.
>>>When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.
>>>Looking at her became my habit.
>>>Just like she likes to look at him.
>>>One day, she didn't appear.
>>>I felt something amissed.
>>>I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness.
>>>The senior was also not there as well.
>>>I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding
>>>her.
>>>Tears were in her eyes while he left.
>>>The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him.
>>>I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her.
>>>She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note.
>>>The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.
>>>Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away
>>>It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want
>>>to leave.
>>>I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to
>>>talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls.
>>>I know that the person she loves is not me.
>>>But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.
>>>Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20
>>>times.
>>>Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
>>>But I never give up.
>>>If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means
>>>to win her over.
>>>I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her.
>>>Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small
>>>ray of hope.
>>>Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend.
>>>Once when I was asking her again over the phone and was waiting
>>>for the same answer.
>>>But I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone.
>>>So I asked "what are you doing?
>>>How come you didn't want to reply?"
>>>She said, "I'm nodding my head".
>>>"Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears.
>>>"I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
>>>I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to
>>>her place & press her door bell.
>>>During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.
>>>Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
>>>Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?
Unknown "♥windie♥" Lonely - 16 years, 10 months, 29 days ago