Today I want to ask for forgiveness
Because one time, a long time ago, I hurt your feelings.
I was hurt and I didn't want to see or hear anything you had to say.
Today I was thinking about you and I thought that what I did to you was wrong.
No matter how hurt I was, I should have listened.
There's always a second chance in life.
It only takes a minute to listen and try to understand
But I gave up in life.
That was the day I closed my doors and decided that I didn't want to ever love again.
Because I didn't want to get hurt again.
But ignoring you and turning my back on you was a coward's decision.
And I also realized today that
I was protecting my heart.
It was better to just let you go and try to hide behind my pain
I'm no better than my friends
At least they take chances in life.
Me? I just turn my back and let go of things because I don't want to get hurt.
It hurts me more to say no but saying yes would have left me feeling so vulnerable
And I couldn't do that.to myself.
Sometimes I wonder why you're still talking to me.
I know at this time in your life, you don't care anymore
But I'm doing this for my own selfish reasons.
I want myself to feel redeemed
Yet deep inside of me, I'm still that same scared girl you met
That's why I can't let you get too close to me
Because you have the power to hurt me like nobody else ever has
I pretend to not care but I do
I know one day I won't have you in my life
And it's not okay.
But I'm used to missing you.
I've learned to live with that and that pain my heart as well.
And I pray you can be happy one day
And have all the great things you deserve
I only ask for one thing.
And its that you never forget about me
That in your heart.
You'll always have a special place for me.
Unknown "NY Beauty" Seductive
- 16 years, 2 months, 28 days ago
