She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

1st Chorus
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

2nd Chorus
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)
Unknown "Sir Timothy" Purring - 16 years, 8 days ago

Well friends, I bet you can guess what im about to tell you. Yes you guessed it, another sleepless night, probabley would have posted this sooner than 5 after 7 in the morning but I was passing time watching anime ad playing final fantasy tactics war of the lions @.@. Good news thanks to some reall good new friends I met on this wonderous application i am starting to feel better! give them all major props, kudos, brownie points and any other possible thumbs up. Your all great

On another note, so far only e and two cousins will be going to the movies this friday, and unless I cnget some other people to meet up at saratoga mall I will have to move teh trip to clifton parks 'mall' because its alot closer for us. If anyone is interested in going please let me know k?

Besides that as you can see my mood went from sad to gloomy, to clarify that is a slight improvmet. Im still pretty low but thanks to many great people I have placed in my life recently I am sarting to feel much better, now if only they could help withmy sleep problem... I kno a couple proven methods of getting to sleep but I amlacking a girl to lay in the arms of atthis point ^^;; and no its nohing perverted,

As a final note, I have started writing again. Poetry and my novel about Oni Tenyu. Should be pretty good if I can keep in the swing this time. Turns out depression is a great motivator for me to pick up the pen again. Now for a random quote before I get off forthis morning.

"Tell someone there are 5 billion stars n the sky and they believe you. Tell someone a bench is wet with new paint and they just have to touch it." ~Former Summer Boss~

Well I wll chat with you all again tomarrw. Nighters!
Unknown "Sir Timothy" Purring - 16 years, 1 month, 26 days ago

Well here I am 5 till 5 am, another sleepless night. -sigh- I hate depression I really do. Being alone i this life is somethig not meant for me, I don't think its meant for anyone. Even hitler had someone to the very end of his life, when they both took their own lives in their bunker. So why is it that a mean of unbelievable evil can get the love of his life yet a guy like me is always getting the short end of the stick in every department of life? Here let me get a bit into detail.

Today Iwas informed by severale people around town that my roommate (and current owner blech someone save me) is spreading rumors and talking bad about me around town. Yes I may owe him a couple of bucks because he bought me lunch or dinner once or twice but I never once asked him too and I have told him I will gladley pay him back when I get the spare cash. So to me this doesnt warrent him saying stuff behind my back around town. I was told by the most reliable source directley that he can be overheard talking about me at dunkin donuts where he works. This is something I don't need in my life right now.

Besides this I so far have been trying to severale old friends (and new ones) to try and get to the saratoga mall this friday to watch a movie or something, only to be repeatedley turned down because they havemade previous plans with people I will leave nameless.

I know that with my last gf I got extremley pissed ff when she broke up with me and said somethings that weren't nice such as thretening to tell her parent some of the stuff we did, but I mean can one person who read this other thanher truley say that she,
1. was asking for it with the way she was treating me, making out wth the guy every chance I as around.
2. this guy being someone she wanted 9and more than likley did) cheat on me with. And the first part of this even came straight from her mouth after I threw my evidence in her face.
3. Her taking away the few friends that I had that I thought i could trust with my life.
i mean honestly if that all was hitting you at once wouldn't you sa anything to get her to agree to be nice to you? that ws all I sked from her was that she be nice to me. Well I can say with confidence that it was a mistake to try and make a deal with a girl that plotted to get her previous exto break up with her so she could date me instead of my 4th cousin.

Well, here it is 6 after 5 and im still feeling horrible and wide awake. Anone ver get afraid to fall asleep because you think something horrible will happen, yet your other alternative is to stay awake and suffer through depression at the age of 19? If so we should start some ort of support group, call it we can cal it Discoh, Depressed Insomniac Support Council of Help, lol ^^;; see tho i still have a snse of humor. Its half dead and the other half is asleep right now but its still evident. Well, if anybody needs me or feels like talking you can call me at 518-541-2007. Hope to hear some positive news or thinking soon! bai bai for now.
Unknown "Sir Timothy" Purring - 16 years, 1 month, 27 days ago

Wow, its my first tale.... Well i guess I'll just write what I planned last night.

Tody was a bad day starting before it began. I fell into deep thought last night in my small 7x3 bedroom(I like sleeping in small confined places) where my thoughts eventually drited to my former place of work, the weathervane seafood restaurant. However This eventually le to my thought drifting to the night my x gf brought down some bad news on me. She was to start dating another guy. This guy who she had plans to cheat on me with which thank to a good frend of mine I discovered and brought it up to her and 'solved it', however I think that she still was cheating on me with him. I Don't have a problem with my partner engaging in activities with other men or women as long a they let me know prior so I can't see why she would sneak around me to do such acts. eedess to say this was the last thing I should think about before going to bed at four in the morning.

This brought upon relentless and depressing thoughts feelings and moods which now I am forced to try and plow through because most of my friends are back up in my former place of stay in galway, where they chose to hang out with her nd be friends with ehr rather than I. Th only person I really have to talk to aboutthis is another ex of mine in floridia, which I can imagine you people understanding ho that can sometimes be an issue, especially when I don't want to cause any problems with her new happy life down tehre with er boyfriend. -sigh- its times like this that just make me wanna break down ya know? Anyways thats all I have to say today I just need to vent a lttle bit in hopes I can make it through the rest of the day with out a problem. Well I will talk to you all later.
Unknown "Sir Timothy" Purring - 16 years, 2 months, 1 day ago