when you look to the stars what do you see
I see millions of dreams, wishes made yet to be fulfilled
I see the souls of families and friends lost in history
always remembered when we look to the skies.
A star shoots across the distant horizon
A new soul racing to be with its family
A dream taking flight or a wish come true
Thats what I see when I look to the sky in its darkest hue.
sinister machine Serene - 15 years, 8 months, 21 days ago

1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? Wish I had a car.
2. When was the last time you threw up? A few weeks ago after hitting the bar.
3. What’s your favorite curse word? F@ck what else would it be? lol
4. Name three people who made you smile today. jay leno, denis leary and russel peters
5. What were you doing at 8am this morning? walking by the beach after watching the sunrise.
6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? having dinner.
7. What will you be doing 3 hours from now? checking out facebook
8. Have you ever been to a strip club? all the time just not lately
9. What’s the last thing you said aloud? WTF!
10. What is the best ice cream flavor? maple walnut with bailys irish cream
11. What is the last thing you had to drink? sprite and stolichnya
12. What are you wearing right now? clothes. what else
13. What was the last thing you ate? Spagetti
14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? yeah a new shirt and some socks
15. When was the last time you ran? last night trying to catch a bus but I still missed it
16. What’s the last sporting event you watched? A poker game
17. Who’s the last person you e-mailed? Ashley
18. Ever go camping? when ever I can just came back from a great trip last week
19. Do you have a tan? at the moment but not for long lol
20. Do you drink your soda from a straw? only when I am at a restaurant
21. Are you someone’s best friend? yes I have a few.
22. What are you doing tomorrow? praying for work lol
23. Where is your mom right now? at work
24. Look to your left. What do you see?nancy sitting on the couch watching me and tv
25. What color is your watch? silver and blue
26. What comes to mind when you think of Australia? Steve Irwin
27. Would you consider plastic surgery? yes who wouldnt
28. What is your birthstone? aquamarine
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? like I said befor I dont have a car so theres your answer
30. How many kids do you want? 1000000 lol nahh just 2 would be nice
31. Do you have a dog? nope 3 cats and a lizard and fish
32. Last person you talked to on the phone. Ashley
33. Have you met anyone famous? lots but why brag they are just people too
34. Any plans today? mourn
35. Ever go to college? trying to save up so I can.
36. Where are you right now? in front of a computer at home where are you?
37. Biggest annoyance in your life right now? not being in calgary
38. Last song listened to? jack johnson better together
39. Are you allergic to anything? only certain people
40. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? my steel toes
41. Are you jealous of anyone? brad pitt
42. Who is your favorite actor? jonny depp
43. What time is it? 12:45
44. Do any of your friends have children? lots of them do haha suckers
45. Do you eat healthy? Only when I can afford it lol
46. What do you usually do during the day? work
47. Who did you last kiss? wouldnt you like to know????
48. Have you ever been to Europe? not yet but thats where my family is from.
49. Name one thing you’d still like to do. jump off a waterfall into a beautiful river
50. Favorite color? its a toss up between crimson and midnight blue
sinister machine Serene - 15 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

deep

"How can I express this love? I feel deep in my heart. The silence that once surrounded me Has been lifted by your heart. Now I can see my future A hope that will be A home of happiness Filled with love for family And as you wrap your arms around me The sensation seems to grow The desire to always be with you To hold you and never let go. So I ask again, how do I express this love? My feelings I hold inside The simplest words will never do But only start the test of time. The time is forever going As our love will always be Not closed and in captured But open like the depths of the sea. To explore the majestic love affair That starts with you and me The beginning of forever Our hearts beating free Yet again, I ask, how do I express this love? The tingling in my soul Tugging at each life cord In hopes to never let go To build a life together A home a place to be With love and laughter A covenant built by you and me. This is how I express my love With an answer I will never know But I hope my actions show The love for you is embedded deep within my soul....

sinister machine Serene - 16 years, 7 days ago

My Heart Is Torn

Like a hurricane
she swept into my life
lifting me high above the world

I could see the future
it seemed like a wonderful place
we were free
we were at peace

she held me close
I held her tight
now shes gone
as quick as she came into my life

now I am falling
praying I land on a knife
so that maybe I can end this oain
I am feeling right now

my soul is bare
this is just not fair
my love for her
led me into despair

now I lay here
my heart torn apart.

sinister machine Serene - 16 years, 8 days ago

Devil's Temptation

What did you do
You're guilty
You have to die
We'll find you
Everywhere
Vengeance

Why do you torture me
My mind is in despair
Why do you punish me
For a crime I never committed

Why am I all alone
No one who hears my crying
Why do you want to kill me
For a crime l never committed

Blood, Murder, Vengeance
Now we have you
Now you have to die

[REF]
Lords of the darkness
Phantoms and demons
The devil's temptation
The child will stay innocent
Struggling for life
It's the end of the dark times

Why do you call for me
I'm not the one you look for
Why do you think I'm guilty
Of this crime I never committed

Why is no one at my side
In the hour of my downfall
Why do l have to die
For a crime l never committed

Blood, Murder, Vengeance
Now we have you
Now you have to die

[REF]
Lords of the darkness
Phantoms and demons
The devil's temptation
The child will stay innocent
Struggling for life
It's the and of the dark times


sinister machine Serene - 16 years, 17 days ago