I was curious.....you intrigued me....so I decided to meet you... then lost my heart when I did.
It was supposed to be fun.... a once off thing....told myself the second time....what's a few more times?
Thought I could handle it... how wrong I was... never considered the fact.... certain emotions can't be controlled.
I knew it was wrong.... you weren't free.... yet I thought it will be all right.... it was going to be a short lived fling.
I was fooling myself....the more I got to know you.... the more I cared about you.... the less I wanted to let go.
I chose to not ask many questions.... but the more one cares.... the more you want to know.... and the more the truth hurts.
Then one day, the realization..... it will never amount to anything more.... all is just wishful thinking.... nothing more than hope.
I had to walk away.... not because I wanted to.... because I cared too much.... I was busy destroying myself.
I am sorry I hurt you.... walking away, out of your life.... wish I could stay, keep things as they were.... but I love you too much.
Sandra "WOLFS SWEETNESS" Content
- 15 years, 7 months, 21 days ago