I was curious.....you intrigued me....so I decided to meet you... then lost my heart when I did.

It was supposed to be fun.... a once off thing....told myself the second time....what's a few more times?

Thought I could handle it... how wrong I was... never considered the fact.... certain emotions can't be controlled.

I knew it was wrong.... you weren't free.... yet I thought it will be all right.... it was going to be a short lived fling.

I was fooling myself....the more I got to know you.... the more I cared about you.... the less I wanted to let go.

I chose to not ask many questions.... but the more one cares.... the more you want to know.... and the more the truth hurts.

Then one day, the realization..... it will never amount to anything more.... all is just wishful thinking.... nothing more than hope.

I had to walk away.... not because I wanted to.... because I cared too much.... I was busy destroying myself.

I am sorry I hurt you.... walking away, out of your life.... wish I could stay, keep things as they were.... but I love you too much.



Sandra "WOLFS SWEETNESS" Content - 15 years, 8 months, 21 days ago

It has happened again
Every time the same
Thought this time might be different
What a fool I am!
Never seem to do it right
I pretend it's all okey
It's so easy to put up a show
But deep down I wonder
Is it me?
I don't know

Yet I hope
Maybe one day
I will get it right......



Sandra "WOLFS SWEETNESS" Content - 16 years, 5 months, 25 days ago

You gave me your friendship
Unconditionally
You gave me so much of you
I was amazed, never had this before

You never expected anything of me
You were just there
For me
Always just cared

I didn't have a clue
You showed me the way
How precious friendship can be
Taught me
To be a friend
Just like you.
Sandra "WOLFS SWEETNESS" Content - 16 years, 5 months, 26 days ago