Cherokee with a drop of Irish. I love to shoot pool. I am
a horror and action buff on movies. I love classic rock, but
can listen to almost anything. I write dark prose and dark
mini-shorts of a certain genre and am a member of Deviant
Art. I am darkly chaotic at times, but it adds to my charm...
and my writing. I am fluent in Sarcasm.
I enjoy meeting new and interesting people, especially
who are creative. I'm flirty, but it is all in good fun. I
have so many crazy cool friends that are awesome and
always make me smile no matter how I feel. There are
many moods to me. Alot of people do not know how to
take me at times...I speak my mind, at times to the point
of being blunt. I'm relatively an easy person to get along
with. Life is too short to not enjoy yourself. Live good
andplay hard...the key to keeping the soul young.
I am NOT looking for a relationship, I have that. I enjoy
making friends who are as crazy/fun as I can be. I can get
along with most providing they are not of the......... rude/idiotic/asshat persuasion.
To get along with me you need to have some semblance
of intelligence, common sense, be up-front and have a
great sense of humor.
Listen to the silence. Darkness surrounding and entwining. Complete and utter stillness. Nothing moves. Nothing breathes. Nothing beats.
Close your eyes. Follow your mind to the darkest recesses. Engulf your senses to the nothingness awaiting there. You are home. You are safe. You are free.
Float away on dark wings. The grave of the soul becons you. You are now alone in a shell of deadly bliss. No life. No death. No love.
(August 24, 2009)
Rain Wolf"BeAsTs WoLf"~Allergic to idiot @sshats~
- 148 days, 19 hours, 48 minutes ago
A conversation I had with a sweet friend has sparked this tale (on a remark he made thinking I should do so)....
He first asked me my definition of "naughty"...to which I replied that "MY definition? I would say having some harmless sensual fun...people are sensual beings, but most are uncomfortable with it and hide it or forget they have it."
To which he replied back "You are absolutely right...Most are afraid of being vulnerable, not realizing that vulnerability is power."
I then replied with "I don't look at it as being vulnerable. Sensuality is something most people have lost touch with. It is part of what makes life worth living. It is a natural state of mind...lose it and you lose a part of who you are...you lose part of your inner strength."
His reply "I like that...it's well written. Do think people then, fear intimacy?"
Mine "I wouldn't say well written...more like just how I feel.
Alot of people fear intimacy. Afraid of being hurt. But in my experience, losing your sensuality is worse that losing a partner. I think alot of people feel inadequate about their sensuality...or have little confidence in themselves to show it. I think a person who accepts they are a sensual being and keep that part of them alive are extremely sexy. ...and I love art in pretty much every genre...and to me, sensuality is a persons art of the soul..."
Then his thought...."Excellent. You should write about that more...perhaps some tales."
So here is more on my thoughts...Sensuality - The Art of the Soul
Why is it some people look upon a person being sensual as a bad thing? It is a basic instinct from primative times. Sensuality was little extra that drew a partner to a person. Have you ever watched the lovely peacock spread his gorgeous fan of feathers? But in primative times, it was a necessity when finding a partner. In the world today, it is no longer a necessity with all the other means you have which to find a mate...but does that mean it should be hidden or forgotten? In my opinion...sensuality is a state of mind you acquire when you believe in yourself enough to be exactly who you are. Good, bad or indifferent. It is a confidence you have in yourself. Every single human being has a sensual side to themself. When you tap into that...it can make many things in life seem that much more richer...beautiful...intense. Have you ever noticed a "plain Jane" when you were out and saw them surrouned by many of the opposite sex and didn't know why? Wondered why they were given so much attention by others when you saw those you thought were more attractive looking? It is because that person shows their sensuality and people are drawn to it. It can be even more powerful than the usual "visual" attraction at times. True sensual beings don't need to cry for attention, try to be in the center of things or go so out of their way to dress themselves up to look like some model portrait...their true self shines through and draws others all on it's own. It takes far less energy to just be yourself than to portray what you think others want...
Rain Wolf"BeAsTs WoLf"~Allergic to idiot @sshats~
- 262 days, 14 hours, 40 minutes ago
