WHY:
It's not bad enough
I let you do it to me
Break me and tear me
Torture me with lies
And broken promises

But then i
have to go an look
at all the pictures you took
I remind myself
I was never on your mind
That any thought of me
Was far gone
'Cuase there's always been
Another by yourside

I don't understand
Why i can't let go
Why i insist to hold on
Even though I know
You won't care for me
I'm only second choice
If even that i don't know

I feel like a little toy
You pick me up and play with me
Allow me to feel loved and wanted
Then you toss me aside
Only to be forgotten
Then played with again
When you're bored of what you have

Why do i let you do this to me
Why did i let them do the same
Why
Oh why can't I jsut break free

Unknown "Pretty EYES" Confused - 15 years, 6 months ago

TO DO LIST:
There are other things
I should be doing
Other then sitting here
Boo whooing

I have homework
In math
theatre
and success
but all i can do
is focus on this

A broken heart
Filled with broken promises
From I love you
i'll do anything
To that's not possible

So there are other things
I should be doing
Instead i sit here
Still booh whooing
Unknown "Pretty EYES" Confused - 15 years, 6 months, 1 day ago

MY HEART:
I gave it all to willingly
To the men who have come before you
They promised to treat it right
And nice
But in the end
They tore it

So when you came along
I was caustious and scared
The day you said you loved me
I wanted to break down in tears

I never thought i would trust you
When you said
You'd never hurt me
Even when i didn't want to
I gave you my heart
IT going willingly

For some unknown reason
It trusted you
Loved you
And believed you would protect it

But in the end
You abused it
Tore it
And over all neglected it

So on the day you told me
All the truths that you hid
My heart borke
And deep down inside
A little part of me died

but for some strange reason
even though i know
You aren't who i thought you were
My heart wants so badly
For you to find a cure

My heart is still open
Broken but beating
I'm just trying to find the man
Who won't leave me retreating

....Just a little poem i just wrote right here on the spot...yay for free writting...
Unknown "Pretty EYES" Confused - 15 years, 6 months, 1 day ago