Lately been not feeling really well. I know at the at of the day, there will still be tomorrow. But why am I feeling kinda weird lately. I find it hard to sleep at the night.....seems like sleepless night. I may just fall asleep while listening to some songs, but after a or 2 hours sleep I can just wake up in the middle of the night so awake.

But I do hope that all my friends and families members the best. I will find my way thru all this shits and relation stuff....I wouldn't know how long will it last...

Unknown "CTC" Tender - 16 years, 5 months, 12 days ago

>> Copy and paste this into your tales, delete my answers, and type in your answers.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks!


Kissed any one of your HP friends? no
Been arrested? no
Held a snake? nah
Ran a red light? yes
Been suspended from school? no
Been fired from a job? no
Sang karaoke? yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO :(
Kissed in the rain? No
Sang in the shower? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No
Broken a bone? No
Shaved your head? No
Blacked out from drinking? Yes
Felt like killing someone? yes
Been in a band? No
Shot a gun? Yes

Donated Blood? Yes
Think about the future? Yes
Believe in love? Yes
Unknown "CTC" Tender - 16 years, 6 months, 7 days ago

I was cleaning the Garden of my house yesterday evening. While doing it, I was thinking what the hell have I done these years, screwed up lots of things around me. Lost things I don't think I could earn back *sigh but I wont give up that easily.

Anyhow I still learn to get through things and perhaps leave it as a MEMORY.
Life is short guys, don't just screw things up.
Unknown "CTC" Tender - 16 years, 6 months, 8 days ago

Just came back from Phuket....nice beach....wished could have stayed longer there...sunbathing, sea breeze and the food esp(i m food maniac)...
Too bad didnt manage to bring my digicam along could jsut make use the good of my phone i misses the road side cheap delicious auntie's food....

It really did help me balance myself from the stress and mental torture lately....definitely will go Thailand again...perhaps this time either Bangkok or Chang Mai

Unknown "CTC" Tender - 16 years, 6 months, 29 days ago

Not forgetting all important stuff...like passport and money...the rest...we can get it anywhere moreover me and my cousins are going to the beach...wait till i come back will update you guys wit the fun..see you around dear friends....
Unknown "CTC" Tender - 16 years, 7 months, 4 days ago