I sit here thinking of you
As the world falls apart
And I think how ironic it is
That it’s raining outside
And it’s raining inside
And it’s loud and it’s hot like our fights

And it’s over
In the blink of an eye
And it’s so fast
That you can’t help but cry
We wonder how we let this die
As the universe comes crashing down
Down around the heartbeat outside

It seems that I can’t even hear my own mind
It’s downed out by the chaos outside
God made a mistake when he led me to you
I fell on my knees and that’s all I could do
Free will becomes a thing of myth
When you’re the one I’m with

And it’s over
With a crash and a flash
It’s open season, it’s a mad dash
It’s nothing but a hole in your chest
Where a broken love used to rest

My stomach is tight
And my body is wilted
I’ve lost all my fight
My opinion has shifted
There’s nothing left but a euphoric sigh
As my blood runs off into the night

And it’s over
In the blink of an eye
And it’s so fast
That you can’t help but cry
We wonder how we let this die
As the universe comes crashing down
Down around the heartbeat outside
Unknown "Sunshine" - 16 years, 4 months, 27 days ago

Fitting in. It's something everyone longs for at some point in their life.
To fit in, to be accepted. To feel like you matter to someone.
But what happens when you don't?
What happens when you don't fit in?
Who can you turn to to ask why? Who is there, but your own mind.
And your mind likes to play tricks on you.
Your mind tells you things that aren't necessarily true.
It tells you that they're whispering about you.
It tells you that they're laughing at you.
Watching you.
Judging you.
And you try to deny it.
But when your mind is the only person there for you to listen to...
You can't deny it for very long.
Unknown "Sunshine" - 16 years, 7 months, 19 days ago