I don't know
Who we are anymore.
it's really strange for me, honestly.
Like...
Hmm, what's a good example?
I have a ton of friends.
Sometimes.
Or so i'd like to think.
But people kinda just aren't there anymore.
I haven't spoken to some of my "Best Friends" in weeks.
People I thought I knew aren't who I thought they were.
Or who they presented themselves to be
or whatever.
and Someone brought something up to me the other day.
She said
"A Lot of people are only your friends when they need your help"
I wonder
really
how much of that is true?
I don't exactly mind,
I help people so they can be happier, and enjoy life, and it gives me a nice warm feeling on my insides that I may have changed the world for the better.
But it would help if I knew who was genuinely interested in my friendship,
and who was using me as a cheap alternative to counseling services.
But whatever.
I am actually
quite happy with myself for the time being.
I'm not quite sure why,
I mean, I have every reason to be mad.
But I'm not.
And I don't think I'm gonna question that.
Out of respect towards who/whatever made this possible.
I wish I just knew
who we are
compared to
who we were
and
Why?
Unknown "Silly Alex!!" Inspired
- 16 years, 10 months, 9 days ago