17/3/2008 10.15p.m.

Today was the first day of school, and it was real pain. Getting up at 5.55a.m., and not to mention the Monday Blues and the upcoming hectic day in the school.

Holiday is really both candy and poison. During holiday, it was like candy. Going back to work after holiday, it was definitely like poison.

But when I got into my colleague's car, I heard the song "幸福摩天轮" by 陈弈迅... Then I suddenly felt better... Then when I reached school, the disciplinary teacher congratulated me for my exam result, plus commented me as "having the quality as a teacher". Ha! Funny! I was like "Huh?! Serious?!"

Then one of my fellow colleague treated me with some chocolates... It was so sweet!

Maybe today was not really a bad day. :-)
Unknown "LZY" Adored - 16 years, 1 month, 16 days ago

28/2/08 9.19p.m.

Hmm... I think I know why men have shorter life span compared to women.

It is because men do not share their daily or career problems willingly with other people, especially women.

When we faces problems in relationship, when the report is going to due tomorrow, when our boss gives us many bad days, when we meet lousy colleagues, when friends aren't there when we need them the most, when there are too much problems...

Where do those problems go? Vanished?

No, they are pent up in our gut. Like a black hole, we sucked up all the problems we faced and keep them in our mind.

This is because men are not brave enough to admit that they are facing problems. They do not want other people to know that they are in a bottleneck situation and that they need HELP. To men, admitting that and asking for help or just plain comfort...

... is a sign of weakness.

But too bad, men are not really black holes. Unlike women, who can easily find a friend to share their problems with, men usually keep their problems in their mind, bearing it, suffering from it, their heart bleeding because of it, mind screaming due to it.

The prolonged condition of men which is under stress practically threatens our health directly, without being realized. And that, is one of the major culprit which shortens men's life span.

So women, or friends, do give more attention to your male acquaintances, and listen to them! Let them allow you to enter their world! Care for them!

When we said we're fine, we are actually lying!
Unknown "LZY" Adored - 16 years, 2 months, 4 days ago

7/3/2008 4.52 p.m.

*Ehem*
Yesterday was a surprising day... Fion just bought me for 200000.
Come to think of it, I've been "owned" by several owners.
I want to dedicate my love to them, thank you.
The following is the list of my owners in chronology, or near to. Please rectify me if I've missed out anyone.

Adeline Quek - Thank you for introducing me to Human Pets.
Amanda Wong - Nice mom, cherish every moment of her life.
Sharon Tai - Cute girl, thanks for you love.
Dawnie Hwei - Thanks for spoiling me.
Evelyn SS - Remember our promise, alright?
Irene Ong - Thank you for making my day.
Charlotte Chew Choi Yee - You're very naughty, don't you? =p
Petchpisut Suphap - Thank you for spoiling me.
Nigel Pang - What?!
Evie Leong - My sexy owner, yay!
Hydo Hyu - Holy crap, I think I love you! ^^
Fion Koh - You leave a deep impression in my heart, thank you.
Vivii Leng - The girl next door. Lalala~
Shuang Shupii - My special aging sis! How about another alarm clock day? Haha~
Chewthing Lee - Hi!
Yching Ng - *pet*
Katherine Lee - Nice and cute, not too sweet, not too bitter~


To my previous and current owner, thank you for spoiling me, I love you all, I'll never forget you all, and I'm always ready to stand by your side.
Good night, and good luck.
Unknown "LZY" Adored - 16 years, 2 months, 14 days ago

28/1/08 7.12 a.m.

Today, as usual, I was marking my students' exercise book while resisting the mammoth urge to just lay down on the floor and fast asleep... been surfing the Internet till one o'clock in the morning, haha. Then I came across a little girl's (year 4) working which contained numerous mistakes. As I looked on, there are more, and more......

So I circled the mistakes with my red pen one by one, patiently, and wrote down the correct answer......

I cannot help but feeling the love. Brotherly love.

I've always wanted a little sister.

As I am the youngest in the family, I am not obliged to take on the role as a brother and take care and giving love to my younger sibling. Instead, I am given a lot of love and tenderness by my elder brother and sister, especially my elder sister. As the youngest, my responsibilities and pressures among the siblings are non- existent, because I do not need to be a role model for my younger siblings, for example obtaining good results in school, behave nicely and even teach my sibling to behave. I don't even have to take on any responsibilities for my actions.

But I wished I have a little sister.

So that when she is sleepy, I can cover her up in warm blanket, tidying up her soft hair, sing lullaby softly into her ears until she closes her eyes...

So that I can hold her little hands while walking or crossing the road, slowing down to suit her speed, making sure that she is safe and sound...

So that when she learns to write her first alphabet, I can grasp her small hand gently, aiming her pencil tip right on the line and together, we will draw out the first alphabet...

So that when she cries, I can craddle her closely and swing her gently, speaks soothing and soft word into her tender ears, or sings a line or two to calm down her scared mind...

So that when she throws a tantrum and starts shouting and crying, I can hold up my hands in surrender and threat her some sweets or candy, until she is happy...

So that as she grows up, I can warn her of bad people and doings, so that she won't fall and maybe even screen her would- be boyfriend...

So that... I can give my love to my little sister. With all my heart.

But I can only wish...
Unknown "LZY" Adored - 16 years, 3 months, 4 days ago

I was so wrong.

My daddy had never taken his family off his mind, even for a split seconds.

I was naive.

He is now 60 years old.

When I thought of what he had sacrificed and what I had done in return, I felt remorseful. I knew NOTHING.

My daddy is the best.

Thank you daddy, you're always my hero.
Unknown "LZY" Adored - 16 years, 3 months, 8 days ago