Cut here
Release of all the feeling that is buried in the veins
The worst that you feel is far from torn flesh
Skin opens up
But what is this?
This time the razor didn't miss
You'd curl your hand into a fist if you had the nerve

Now
The stitches turn to itches turn to tissue turn to scar
But now its gone too far
Its etched in skin
The hatred within became something sharp and drove itself in

Lovely Lovely Lovely little red lines
The pain is the drug and I do it all the time
It looks good
As good as deep as mine
When hearts make war in the middle of the night

Cut here
Release of all the feeling that is buried in the veins
Eyes that you seek
You feel them coming on
"Where are you love?" and "What is wrong?"
"Have you been doing this for long?"
"What makes the ache in you so strong you can't resist?"

I know
Attention and endorphins make a very pretty pair
And wounds make graves for secrets
But time will quell your restless heart
And teach brand new ways to abuse yourself

Lovely Lovely Lovely little red lines
The pain is the drug and I do it all the time
It looks good
As good as deep as mine
When hearts make war in the middle of the night

Lovely Lovely by DearestAzazel
Unknown "Sexy Tigress" Sad - 16 years, 4 days ago

not all scars show
not all wounds heal
you can't always see
the pain someone feels"

well, some scars do show, they may never fade. some wounds do heal, some just take longer than others.
and sometimes you can see every ounce of pain someone feels, while other times they cover it up, invisible for you to see.


Unknown "Sexy Tigress" Sad - 16 years, 9 days ago

i seriously dont quite know where to begin. everything is happening so fast. and i want some things to last because i really like them. a whole lott. but whenever i try and get with them, it never seems to happen bc my parents always are on my back about every little fuckin move to make. its not fuckin fair when i’m bitched at about something i dont do, or even when i try to do things and i cant communicate with others. what the hell am i supposed to do? because seriously there comes a time where i cant fuckin take it any fucking more. to tell you the truth, my life has become shit. no, its not fuckin drama, its the truth. but who the fuck cares? no one. not a single fucking soul. because when you really step into my shoes, you would take the entire weight of your family, your friends, and your love, stick it on your back, and try to win a boxing match.
try it. i wanna see you fail like i almost have.
for starters, i truely think i’m in love, pure hearted love, again. but i’m afraid to admit it because of what other people will think or react. not because i’m scared of reactions and being accepted, but because i’m afraid of being hurt again.
whenever i want to do something with friends, my parents bark "no". i do all of my homework, attempt to get good grades, basically take care of my little brother like his mother, and what do i get? a measly no. ok. i am slowly beginning to lose my sanity. i can’t have my phone, i can’t listen to my iPod, i cant hang out with my best friends, who in fact is scaring me to fuckin death, and i cant hang with my amazing boy. what am i supposed to do when the sanity is lost? i have no escape route. i can’t leave the presence of my parents without them bitching, hitting, or threatening. i cant do shit.
when i want something, im not allowed to have it. ever. and the things i want most are vital to me. like air. when i dont get them, i break down inside myself and cry. i cry till my insides are dead, have no more left. and it hurts to even look at myself and wonder, what the fuck did i do wrong this time?. i live everyday wondering if i’ll please my parents enough for a tiny reward. anything. i would take whatever they give me. well, mostly. but think to yourself, when you look at me, is that girl real? or is she already dead?


a little vent. please dont take this personally, and we will be fine.
its just.. skdhgfaskjhdg
Unknown "Sexy Tigress" Sad - 16 years, 9 days ago

IF I WAS IN UR BED

If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do?

1) Go back to sleep
2) Slap me
3) Cuss me out
4) Push me off the bed
5) Just tell me to leave
6) Climb on top of me and cuddle
7) Do me
8) Make me breakfast
9) Ask me my name
10) Call the cops

Repost in your tales too!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back...put your answers below or send them to me in a message...!


Unknown "Sexy Tigress" Sad - 16 years, 16 days ago