self reliance:

no one will love you, no one will care.. no one will save you, no one is there
Unknown "Midnight Queen" Purring - 16 years, 3 months, 16 days ago

darkness encloses the remains of what is me;
mortal flesh, but on the inside soulless and empty
wounds constantly torn open are never allowed to heal
separating me slowly from the existence to me real
from the unhealed wounds nothingness drips
contaminating my world and forever sealing my lips
freed from the emptiness carried with me for too long
i’m embracing the reality, the new life to come
Unknown "Midnight Queen" Purring - 16 years, 4 months, 2 days ago

i've tried to find myself, but i can't
to find some peace of mind or what's left
life seems so meaningless
sometimes, i just want to give in
Unknown "Midnight Queen" Purring - 16 years, 4 months, 2 days ago

tell me everything will be alright
i know damn well, that's a lie
Unknown "Midnight Queen" Purring - 16 years, 4 months, 2 days ago

about love's final destination in utter madness:

my mind you are invading. my sanity you are conquering. you are spreading - like angiogenesis - always making new ways to nurture your existence...
Unknown "Midnight Queen" Purring - 16 years, 4 months, 5 days ago