I look for you in the cat's soft fur
in raindrops
in a picket fence
and, leaning on the kind fencepost,
obscured by sunlight
- a fly in a spider's web -
I wait...
Unknown "Honey bear" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 7 days ago

my God have mercy on me
why have you created me in the unlikeness
of hard rocks

I am full of your secrets
I change water into the wine of yearning
wine - I change into a flame of blood

God of my agony
pad with satin breath
the empty nest of my heart

lightly - not to crush the wings
breathe into me a bird
with a voice silver from loving...
Unknown "Honey bear" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 7 days ago

In my hallucination
I saw my beloved's flower garden
In my vertigo, in my dizziness
In my drunken haze
Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel

I saw myself as the source of existence
I was there in the beginning
And I was the spirit of love

Now I am sober
There is only the hangover
And the memory of love
And only the sorrow

I yearn for happiness
I ask for help
I want mercy

And my love says:
Look at me and hear me
Because I am here
Just for that

I am your moon and your moonlight too
I am your flower garden and your water too
I have come all this way, eager for you
Without shoes or shawl

I want you to laugh
To kill all your worries
To love you
To nourish you

Oh sweet bitterness
I will soothe you and heal you
I will bring you roses

I, too, have been covered with thorns...





Unknown "Honey bear" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 7 days ago