What will I be God?
Will I be loved?
Will I really love?
Will I care?
Will I be cared for?
Will I be a wife?
Will I be small?
Will I be nothing?

I'm so scared
but I'm so excited
I'm excuberated
I'm confused

Will I suffocate my dreams?
Will I drench my soul?
Will my mind prey on my energy?
Will my excistence go unnoticed?
Will my brain become dormant and my world grey?

Oh colours speak to me
Wind woe me
Grass dance for me
Water tremble me
Stones call me
Light arise me

For I can not bare the silence of my soul
the draught of my spirit



The ashes of
My hands
My eyes
My lips
Upon dry ground


Dry ground
it kills me
Cracked hands
they grab me
Scorned flesh
Surrounds me
Dead songs
succumb me
tempts my hope away

Beloved hope
Do not leave me
I loved you once
I can love you once more
Pardon me my weak faith
But faith is faith
and faith
my faith
is overdue to your nourishment
Your sweet, glorious, smiling nourishment

Be gone my parched faith
and
hope I shall love again
Hope I shall treasure once more
For hope serves me well
Hope will see me past
And I will see the vines
I will feel the roots nest in the satisfied earth

Hope will repay me my patience this once
And there will be fruit upon my soul

Hope dances with dreams
Hope fades like the mist in sunshine
Yet hope stays with frost in the valley

Hope I love you
But why can’t I touch you
Why do you not fade to show me the sun
But you bed me in the valley
And I am cold
I long to be touched
But I am nearly frozen

Hope I love you
But you leave me cold
Will I have a future as true as my fate future?
Will I leave the valley to see the sun?
Will I?
Will I!

I do
not
know
save hope shows me…






Unknown "Queen of Jesters" Loving - 15 years, 11 months, 24 days ago

the most memorable people in life
will be the people who loved you
when you weren`t very loveable.

Unknown "Queen of Jesters" Loving - 16 years, 3 days ago

It took me a little while to discover
Wolves in sheep coats who pretend to be lovers
Men who lack conscience will even lie to themselves
A friend once said,and I found to be true
That everyday people,they lie to God too
So what makes you think,that they won't lie to you.




Unknown "Queen of Jesters" Loving - 16 years, 7 days ago

" So long as you're still worried of what other's think of you, you are owned by them. Only when you require no approval from outside yourself, Can you own yourself..."





Unknown "Queen of Jesters" Loving - 16 years, 2 months, 10 days ago

Cause you're beautiful like a flower
More valuable than a diamond
You are powerful like a fire
You can heal the world with your mind

There is nothing in the world that you cannot do
When you believe in you,

Beautiful Flower, India Arie



Unknown "Queen of Jesters" Loving - 16 years, 2 months, 10 days ago