Was it worth ?


Was it worth the the countless hours?

My mind still races and never stops asking.

Then I ask myself was it worth all those beautiful flowers?

Or was something in their color lacking?

Was it worth the time we spent together?

Or was I just replaceable, like old, brown, cheap leather

Did the days in the park mean anything, as the hot warm sun shined down upon my lover?


The numerous memories we had together, you blew away as if light as a feather.

And the fruitful dreams I had of YOU turned to nightmares cold and black

Because the pain I felt from you was worse than searing burns upon my back.

You showed no sorrow, for the heart you turned hallow, so I had no choice but to follow.

So I left my empty heart and tried to take another’s, like you had shown

But the sounds of tears from another heart did nothing to fill my own

Was it worth going through so many others, after my heart was shattered apart?

For the pain still remains in the bottom of my heart.
Unknown "sweetest angel" Unwell - 15 years, 10 months, 24 days ago

(spoken) Fiyero!
(sung) Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen
Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen

Let his flesh not be torn
Let his blood leave no stain
Though they beat him
Let him feel no pain
Let his bones never break
And however they try
To destroy him
Let him never die:
Let him never die:

Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen
Eleka nahmen nahmen
Ah tum ah tum eleka: eleka:

What good is this chanting?
I don't even know what I'm reading!
I don't even know what trick I ought to try
Fiyero, where are you?
Already dead, or bleeding?
One more disaster I can add to my
Generous supply?
No good deed goes unpunished
No act of charity goes unresented
No good deed goes unpunished
That's my new creed
My road of good intentions
Led where such roads always lead
No good deed
Goes unpunished!

Nessa:
Doctor Dillamond:
Fiyero:
Fiyero!!

One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are
When looked at with an ice-cold eye?
If that's all good deeds are
Maybe that's the reason why

No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure, I meant well -
Well, look at what well-meant did:
All right, enough - so be it
So be it, then:
Let all Oz be agreed
I'm wicked through and through
Since I can not succeed
Fiyero, saving you
I promise no good deed
Will I attempt to do again
Ever again
No good deed
Will I do again!

Unknown "sweetest angel" Unwell - 16 years, 5 months, 28 days ago

I who have lived in the shadows of the land
seek not but the rest that comes by this hand
To never awaken to see the summer sky
And never again to wipe a tear from thine eye
I am broken of strength and lost of mind
With only a light that leaves me blind
Forever enclosed within a foggy haze
That now shall leave all those I love in a daze.

I ask that all who need me to let me know
Before the time comes that I must go.
Unknown "sweetest angel" Unwell - 16 years, 5 months, 29 days ago

Another day has come and gone, but the wind here howls and the storm clouds rise as a conflict between me and Daniel starts to go into play...It just makes me so...so gah I don't even know the word...I just feel like I have the right to a solo in the spring concert this year that I've had for a couple weeks and then out of no where he comes up and takes it from me. I just don't think it is worth it anymore to try with him...and his goose like voice but gah >.< I'm just so fed up with his antics of treating me like scum and I don't know if I can deal with him doing this all the time....I am TIRED of trying to get along with someone who dosn't even respect me for who I am and who I try to be. I'm not just some nobody who you can just push aside like a stone. I'm a living, breathing person and I have the same rights as anyone else. Right now it feels like there is so much pressure inside of me that is building that if it keeps up I don't know how long I can keep from going off and punching his lights out...and I don't want to do that....*sigh* I don't want to fight anymore...I don't want to feel hurt...alone or broken again...I refuse to go back to the void of nothingness that consumed me once before and put the flames of passion within my eyes out and I...I'm afraid of that ever happening to me again...even now I can hear the screams of pain from my past....I can see clearly all the pain I have caused and that has been caused because of me....I can not let anyone else get hurt cause of me and I will not put anyone else in danger...but I just don't have a clue what to do anymore and I haven't really anyone to turn to...*slumps down and curls into a tight ball on his side* I just want this to stop...
Unknown "sweetest angel" Unwell - 16 years, 5 months, 29 days ago

And there you have it. All my poems now fully up to date on here ^^ *sighs reading one* I forgot how morbed I most have been back then
Unknown "sweetest angel" Unwell - 16 years, 8 months, 18 days ago