Hi all, I realizes that I come across this sad poem and I could not help myself from the tearing myself up. I would like to share this to everyone ^)^.



Outside again, while the rain is pouring

Drowning the land all around

Helpless and cold—doing all not to let go

But my grip is slipping again

Getting fucked up to forget the mess I’m in

Acting without a care for death

But then the act snaps

And fear is all that’s left

I feel the world closing in around

Inhale the smoke but

The rain is killing the burn

Leaving me feeling lost again

I can’t handle the pressure

It weighs on me too much

And I’m so confused by how to deal.

Trying to cut the stress out

But it always comes back

And I’m tired of being scratched and scarred

I’m running out of ways to deal

Nothing seems to last for long

I think I might give up

—The end can’t be much worse



Another endless night

The moon’s starless sky

Makes darkness seem so right

Lost in the blackness

Struggling all alone

With no relief in sight

I say “I must stay strong”

But my will power is fading

How long will I last before making tempting regrets?

Doing my best to stay sane

But insanity calls me by name

Edging near the blade

I must put this away

But first just a little pain

It makes the rest seem okay

That this darkness isn’t real

That this is only in my head

Maybe one day

I’ll believe what I say

I’m in the dark now

And misery knows my name

Unknown Sparkling - 16 years, 5 months, 11 days ago