Fear is a disease
spreading itself with whomever lets it in
You see it in the eyes, burning the soul.
I once knew fear, but it is now dead.
Slaughtered & butchered
I found myself again.
Unknown "JsmN [53NZ4F1N3]" Loving - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

My life is based on disappointments.
It's the epitome ov misery.
Nothing to look forward to, just look back on.
Corruption, destruction, misjudgments.
I live in a skin that is filthy.
Depriving me of clarity or rationality.
Guilt inhibits that home.
An illusion ov a "safe place".
Unknown "JsmN [53NZ4F1N3]" Loving - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

[ANDROID 0]

Gaze into the empty eyes
What use to be there is now not
View the world without the blurred vision
Hear the world without the muffled sounds
Reality is not the fantasy you know
It is the desolateness that only a few experience
Nothing Inside
I Am Machine
Unknown "JsmN [53NZ4F1N3]" Loving - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

Mountains Beyond Mountains by Tracy Kidder

"We started back. I slipped and slid down the paths behind Farmer.
“Some people would argue this wasn’t worth a five-hour walk,” he said over his shoulder. “But you can never invest too much in making sure this stuff works.”
“Sure,” I said. “But some people would ask, ‘How can you expect others to replicate what you’re doing here?’ What would be your answer to that?”
He turned back and, smiling sweetly, said, “Fuck you.”
Then, in a stentorian voice, he corrected himself: “No. I would say, ‘The objective is to inculcate in the doctors and nurses the spirit to dedicate themselves to the patients, and especially to having an outcome-oriented view of tb.’” He was grinning, his face alight. He looked very young just then. “In other words, ‘Fuck you.’”
Unknown "JsmN [53NZ4F1N3]" Loving - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago