i wish it all would stop
i wish the pain would go away
i wish i could stop pretending that i'm okay
how much longer must this last?
every time i see you it's a blast from the past
reminding me of how things used to be

chorus: and i try and try to move on
but i can't seem to let you go
all the times that we laughed
they just keep flooding back
in memories that won't go away
oh, when's the day the pain will go away?

i wanna walk right by you
without feeling the tears well inside
i wanna be able to think about you
and not all the sudden start to cry
(repeat chorus)

when will it stop?
when will it cease?
when will my eyes stop becoming seas?

and i try and try to move on
but i can't seem to let you go
all the times that we laughed
they just keep flooding back
in memories that won't go away
(repeat chorus)

oh, when's the day the pain will go away?
when's the day?
oh, when's the day the pain will go away?

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i wrote that song like 5 years ago. and now it's kind of applying to me again. but i know i'll get through this. just felt like posting this because it means a lot to me. i wrote it in 6th grade, so i guess mark beardsley dumping me then was the worst thing in the world lol. my stupid little 6th grade mind. have a good day people :)
Unknown "My gorgeous :)" Ferocious - 16 years, 1 month, 2 days ago

sittin' up on the roof, sneakin' a smoke by the chimney. starin' at the moon and the city lights. he takes off his flannel shirt and he drapes it around her shoulders, slides up behind her and holds on tight. and she says, 'i don't want this night to end. why does it have to end?'

tomorrow she'll be rollin' down I-10 Baton Rouge. LSU, 18 years in her rearview. he's got a friday paycheck lined up down the block at daddy's shop. it aint much, but it's a job. they've been dreadin' this moment all summer long. the night before life goes on.

a tear falls off her cheek and right when it hits his arm he says, 'c'mon baby let's get out of here.' they take one last drive around town, and man it already looks different. he bangs the wheel and says, 'life aint fair! this growin' up stuff man i don't know. i just don't wanna let you go.'

tomorrow she'll be rollin' down I-10 Baton Rouge. LSU, 18 years in her rearview. he's got a friday paycheck lined up down the block at daddy's shop. it aint much, but it's a job. they've been dreadin' this moment all summer long. the night before life goes on.

yea, that's what my momma told me. and just like those kids, i didn't wanna listen to no one. yea, there's nothin' you can do. there's nothin' you can say. cause i know how it feels when love goes away.

tomorrow she'll be rollin' down I-10 Baton Rouge. LSU, 18 years in her rearview. he's got a friday paycheck lined up down the block at daddy's shop. it aint much, but it's a job. they've been dreadin' this moment all summer long. but here it is, they don't have long. the night before life goes on.
Unknown "My gorgeous :)" Ferocious - 16 years, 8 months, 1 day ago

This is one of my favorite songs...

They say it's a man's world, well that cannot be denied
But what good's a man's world without a woman by his side
And so I will wait until that moment you decide
That I'm your man and you're my girl
That I'm the sea and you're the pearl
It takes two, baby. It takes two

A king aint a king without the power behind the throne
A prince is pauper, babe, without a chick to call his own
So please, darling, choose me. I don't wanna rule alone
Tell me, I'm your king and you're my queen
That no one else can come between
It takes two, baby. It takes two

Dont you know, Lancelot had Guinevere
Mrs. Claus has old St. Nick
Romeo had Juliet, and Liz, well, she has her Dick
They say it takes two to tango, well that tango's child's play
So take me to the dance floor and we'll twist the night away

Just like Frankie Avalon and his favorite mouseketeer
I dream of a lover, babe, to say the things I long to hear
So come closer baby, oh, and whisper in my ear
Tell me, you're my girl and I'm your boy
That you're my pride and I'm your joy
That I'm the sand and you're the tide
And I'll be your groom if you'll be my bride
It takes two, baby. It takes two
It takes two, baby. It takes two
Unknown "My gorgeous :)" Ferocious - 16 years, 8 months, 8 days ago

So today is easter! Happy Easter to everyone! I'm just hangin out at home watching the NCAA basketball games for round 2. North Carolina should be starting soon so I'm definitely excited for that. I'd also like to just say in here that my owner, maxy!, is basically the sweetest man I've ever met. I just wanna lay with him and stare into his eyes. So please don't go buying me away from him :)
That's it for now....byeeees

ps. go place a bid on my auction
Unknown "My gorgeous :)" Ferocious - 16 years, 8 months, 8 days ago