I am writing a treatise on the implications of the classic Indian Epic, The Mahabharata, on the importance (lack thereof) of keeping one's word.
Unknown "Jesus" - 16 years, 11 months, 15 days ago

It’s not the same when you look at it backwards,
Hindsight ain’t twenty twenty at the bottom of a glass
Or splayed out in public words in a private place.
Things go wrong, but if you don’t get a move on
The world won’t let you get by
But hindsight ain’t twenty twenty
When thoughts get stirred by a woman’s word
Events get blurred
Of course, you didn’t see it coming
And you live your life running
So it took a year or two to slow you down
Anyway.
I’ll be around if you should need be
It’s taken you some time to bleed me dry
So you will find…
I’m still here, and I’ll be there
Like the piano man
I will make your troubles mine, you’ll find.
Unknown "Jesus" - 16 years, 11 months, 16 days ago

I want so badly to touch you
Can you feel my desperation as I lay my head upon your chest
No remnants of desire, as it has left me
Just the need to be held
As your hand strokes my hair and I wrap you in my arms
They look on and say I must be loved so
But they are unaware it is pity or platonic affection at best…
If I told you to kiss me and make it all better,
Would you?
Unknown "Jesus" - 16 years, 11 months, 16 days ago

Perfectly agonizing, her form in my arms
As she looks up at me with her latest gossip
I think of how her lips are mere inches from mine,
And wonder at how she must feel so at home with me
So that she doesn’t even think of what she does
I walk her where she wills
To watch her walk away
I talk away her chills
If only to talk to her
I have been so close to her naked
I do not know if she knows.
Unknown "Jesus" - 16 years, 11 months, 16 days ago

What am I missing
Why is it him that you're kissing?
All those moments I listened
To words that could christen
This final decision

But reciprocal admiration is missing
There is no heartfelt admission
on your part, no vague premonition
Of my words coming to fruition

A new day has risen
You're still locked in your prison
Is there no recognition
Of your pitiful condition
Of mine, of the ambition
To proposition the musician
Behind the startling composition
that is you that I may start the demolition
Of old into a transition into a new rendition
Of you beside me, no opposition
just recognition the true exhibition
of our volition.
Unknown "Jesus" - 16 years, 11 months, 16 days ago