I found this piece recently, written by Cassanova..I think this poem really realistically describe how someone felt when they lost their loved ones, reluctantly..

I look at the clock,
it says 1:41,
i know thinking of you,
ill never be done,

you run through my mind,
and occupy all my time,
wondering why you're gone,
and why you're not mine,

i think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

my days go by so slow,
cause you run through my head,
i said I'd love you forever,
isn't that enough said,

you also haunt my dreams,
if you know what i mean,
i wake up often,
with sweats and screams,

why do i sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
i know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

now still all these thoughts,
just run through my brain,
cant stop thinking of Nicole,
i think i'm going insane,

i feel i wanna kill myself,
people say thats not what to do,
but i turn and look at the clock,
and it says it's only 1:42....



Unknown "Cutie" Rabid - 16 years, 5 months, 10 days ago

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Unknown "Cutie" Rabid - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago

You'll never walk alone....a song a heard from a recent farewell ceremony to Lydia Sum..a very nice song indeed..But today, i've experienced the feeling of lonesome and emptiness...Last nite was rather unhappy for me, something happened..and it makes me terribly sad. But the other person who is involved had totally no feeling that im in a terrible mood. This makes me extra pissed. Can u accept someone so dear to you actually ignores you because of "work? I can't. And so, i had a teary nite before sleeping. Today, the same thing repeats..he was laughing all the way not knowing his fault...and it's killing me. So, i took a long walk at a nearby mall to calm myself down and thats when i felt total loneliness....its such a bad feeling when u have to walk alone and no hands for you to hold on to...
Unknown "Cutie" Rabid - 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago

I just got a bunch of terrorist attacking me this afternoon!!!!!!!!!!!! This is madness muahahahaha
Unknown "Cutie" Rabid - 16 years, 9 months, 21 days ago

Its time for tales again....yupz...im wondering how am i suppose to get lotsa points so that i can buy my favourite pet?? ermm i need lotsa lotsa points... i wanna save myself and make me unaffordable to yeewai so he cant make profit outa me...
Unknown "Cutie" Rabid - 16 years, 9 months, 21 days ago