since the S.O. left... it's been a week a 3 man show... sometimes 2.... tough as it seems.. it's draining me out....
only recently i began to realise that i even start wearing my uniforms while forgetting that it's my day off... or wake up hell early in the morning, took my shower and then realise i work evening/night shift. and slack off forgetting what am i supposed to do when get to work.. or even go to work not realising that i'm having a fever... crap!!!! maybe i'm getting tough... but am i? think i'm supposed to take some time off.
but, can i or can't i...?

Unknown "STAR buddy" Tired - 16 years, 2 months, 4 days ago

i'd working around the clock... so no time for internet acess
be back in a week... kays ?
Unknown "STAR buddy" Tired - 16 years, 2 months, 12 days ago

i'm not facing easy stuff... one week without off day... through raya celebrations...
i'm grewing tred and tired and tired each day.... i can't even recall the last time i had offs more than 2 days... 2 years maybe ? LOL... i need my rest... i just need rest... cheer me up anyone? please...?
Unknown "STAR buddy" Tired - 16 years, 2 months, 27 days ago

I got my job, and proudly i can say here... i finally get sth started... afte years and years of trying, i am now asst supervisor... a rank higher that wat i used to be. i'm doing great, and couldn't enjoy my job any better... thx alot to all that supported me into this..
apart from shaping me to what i am today....seriously - THANK YOU!
Unknown "STAR buddy" Tired - 16 years, 6 months, 27 days ago

i finally get to change my job... since the interview is this friday, i can't wait... i'm seeing sth better, at least for now... as i've planned earlier... though my plans are a few months late... but i'm getting somewhere... for now..
Unknown "STAR buddy" Tired - 16 years, 7 months, 27 days ago