What can I do to free myself of this misery?
No matter what I say it’s still sweet as honey.

Maybe I breached the fine line of a sane mind,
Masquerading my thoughts as though it’s fine.

Its grip on my soul is too complex,
Am just faltering aint knowing what’s next?

Those beautiful eyes and sweet smile just melts me to the core,
She’s a perfect girl a guy could ask for.

Got loads to talk and can’t summarize,
Just seem to forget all when I gaze into her eyes.

Somehow I just seem to be afraid to get it all wrong,
Aint wanna ruin a relationship I built so long.

Made huge errors back in the past,
History can repeat itself and it aint the best,
Coz getting burned once the pain just seem to last.

Maybe it’s too early to let know how it feel,
Aint wanna mistake it thinking it’s the real deal,
Aint wanna be a typical guy moving in for an easy kill,
Wanna speak but heck those lips are seal.

Gazing up to the starry skies,
Everything just springs to live with its own cries.

She’s like the warmth of the sun at the break of dawn,
I hate to make it a game, Making’er a pawn.

Aint a superstar, nor being so great,
Not having the looks nor good as said,
Just wanna share thoughts, feelings, and emotions, with a girl I never would hate.

Aint neither knowing sweet talks nor being poetic as a girl want,
Aint neither hinting nor sending bouquets like she wants,
All I’m trying to say is the intentions are sincere,
And don’t you think that’s pretty clear?

Hendry Rao "Chimp" Playful - 15 years, 10 months, 9 days ago

Girl sway hard side to side,
Makin me melt from deep inside,
Close your eyes baby I'll show you the world,
Drives you mad as emotions hurl,
When I run my fingers down tht sexy curl,
Lemme do you right tonite, put pride aside,
Let your hair down its useless to put up a fight,
Sexy from the back lookin down your curves,
Swirls me over when I saw you first,
Had to chain meself sein you droppit down,
Now I know how heaven sound
HE worked hard when HE made you,
Lookin at a masterpiece like you,
Dont play hard to get ma, I'll getchu,
Move that hips slow ma, I'll guide you,
Have those glossy lips plump like peaches,
Hold my hand girl, I'll show ya my reaches,
Narrow those eyes, cross those feet,
Lower your drinks ma, you're givin off heat,
Pupils dilated like you're pumped with Blow,
Am yours tonight ma, grind it slow.

Hendry Rao "Chimp" Playful - 15 years, 10 months, 9 days ago

The questions just keeps eluding away,
How should I make it a point and say?
Make her know the question in my own way,
Voices tell me to keep it for another day.

It becomes more of a burden,
Beyond all reason I yearn,
Is this just illusion of the mind?
Or a normal way the brain assign?

Should I just elude the obvious?
Will that act alone be conspicuous?
Should I just be very frank?
And risk being called crack?

Yet I can’t sit here silent,
As the emotions rage so violent,
How could I set it aside?
Without fail, it too I tried.

As desperate it seems, it really was,
A bridge that once was crossed,
It was funny as the qustion just keeps slipping,
Should The Question be popped or just keep it pending?

Hendry Rao "Chimp" Playful - 15 years, 10 months, 9 days ago

Its funny how small things could manifest,
A small circumstance turn out to be a total pest,
Sometimes its seems to childish to comprehend,
Like speaking to a stump or to an ink less pen.

Its funny how a small joke could blow up,
Its hits hard now I am like What's Up?
Sometimes it seems to be worthless,
Like begging mercy from someone who's heartless.

Its funny how to accept blackmailing as a prank,
Being misinterpreted and what you thought was blank,
Comes back to break your will like a rotten plank,
Not to mention it is like a thorn in your neck.

Its funny how one could end something special,
When its suppose to be out of this world,
Its funny when people use God as their scape-goat,
Acting up all funny putting on lies as a coat.

Its funny to know how some people think,
Feeling real dumb when all they do was wink,
Its funny how people would be judgmental,
When they realize the effort would be just feeble.

Its funny, Its really funny when you take your time and ponder,
Realizing the facts, doesn't that make you wonder???

Hendry Rao "Chimp" Playful - 16 years, 11 months, 17 days ago