Sometimes my past creeps up on me and I get scared, angry, and confused. I sometimes forget how to say SORRY, and how to forget the past, thus leaving it in my past. But Baby-Girl don`t ever think that my past will ever take me from you again. No matter how scared, angry, or confused i get I will always keep my Heart and Arms open for you, just sometimes I need a little space to push my garbage aside so I can come running back into your arms!!! I Will Always Love You, you Complete Me and My World......This song is for Tricia Fields my Wife, Best Friend, Lover, Soul Mate, and My World!!!!



I was lost till you were found
But I never knew how far down
I was falling
Before I reached the bottom
I was cold and you were fire
And I never knew how the pyre
Could be burning
On the edge of the ice field

And the now chilly california wind
Is blowing down our bodies again
And were sinking deeper and deeper into the chilly california sand
Oh I know you belong inside my aching heart
And cant you see my faded levis bursting apart
And dont you hear me crying:
Oh babe, dont go
And dont you hear me screaming:
How was I to know?

Im in the middle of nowhere
Near the end of the line
But theres a border to somewhere waiting
And theres a tankful of time
Oh give me just another moment to see the light of the day
And take me to another land where I dont have to stay

And Im gonna need somebody to make me feel like you do
And I will receive somebody with open arms, open eyes,
Open up the sky and let the planet that I love shine through

For crying out loud
You know I love you
For crying out loud
You know I love you
For crying out loud
You know I love you

I was damned and you were saved
And I never knew how enslaved
I was kneeling
In the chains of my master

I could laugh but you could cry
And I never knew just how high
I was flying
Ah, with you right above me

And the now chilly california wind
Is blowing down our bodies again
And were sinking deeper and deeper into the chilly california sand
Oh I know you belong inside my aching heart
And cant you see my faded levis bursting apart
And dont you hear me crying:
Oh babe, dont go
And dont you hear me screaming:
How was I to know?

Im in the middle of nowhere
Near the end of the line
But theres a border to somewhere waiting
And theres a tankful of time
Oh give me just another moment to see the light of the day
And take me to another land where I dont have to stay

And Im gonna need somebody to make me feel like you do
And I will receive somebody with open arms, open eyes,
Open up the sky and let the planet that I love shine through

For crying out loud
You know I love you
For crying out loud
You know I love your
For crying out loud
You know I love you

For taking in the rain when Im feeling so dry
For giving me the answers when Im asking you why
And my oh my
For that I thank you

For taking in the sun when Im feeling so cold
For giving me a child when my body is old
And dont you know
For that I need you

For coming to my room when you know Im alone
For finding me a highway and driving me home
And you gotta know
For that I serve you

For pulling me away when Im starting to fall
For revving me up when Im starting to stall
And all in all
For that I want you

For taking and for giving and for playing the game
For praying for my future in the days that remain
Oh lord
For that I hold you

Ah but most of all
For cryin out loud
For that I love you

Ah but most of all
For cryin out loud
For that I love you

Ah but most of all
For cryin out loud
For that I love you

When youre crying out loud
You know I love you
Unknown "Tricia's Wolf" Courageous - 15 years, 10 months, 4 days ago

I have met alot of people in my life who have left me with different stories, thoughts, fears, and wisdom. I was blessed in November 2008 when I met Jesse who showed me how to smile, laugh, and love again. I was lost inside and this 16 year old man showed me the way back home, and now he is fighting a battle that I can`t solve for him or step into and battle for him. All I can do is stand beside him and let him ( my Bro, my Son ) know i`m there and I always will be. My heart is breaking, my mind is pacing, and my world is crumbling, but I never let him see this cuz he needs me strong by his side. I hope this will make everyone who reads this think a little before you say a mean thing or word to or about someone ever again, because I pray you never experience this pain. this song is for my Jesse cuz bro I Wish You Were Here right now and for-ever!


Unknown "Tricia's Wolf" Courageous - 15 years, 10 months, 15 days ago

I Loved You when we were young and grew into our teens. I Loved You when we were apart for all those years. I Loved You when I was alone, scared, angry, imprisioned, and I will Love You now and For-Ever til death denies me and even then Tricia Fields I will Love You as you are my Heart, Soul, Breath, Life, World, and last but not least my Best Friend & My Wife as of Aug. 15 2009 !!!!
This song is for you!!


Unknown "Tricia's Wolf" Courageous - 15 years, 10 months, 22 days ago

With all the Pet Thieving and what have you going on I started my own Thumbing Herd to help build up my points, so if you wish to thumb me and help, in which I will return the favor join Beyond Reality please as I will be doing most of posting there.
Unknown "Tricia's Wolf" Courageous - 16 years, 1 month, 11 days ago

In my beliefs as a North American Native, there is a tale about the battle that goes on inside us all, and I find this to be very true and I try to live my life by these wise words so I thought I would share them in my tales.

A Cherokee Indian Elder was talking to his grandchildren about life......

He said to them," A fight is going on inside me. Its is a terrible fight and its is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.
The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside of us you, and inside every other person, too."

The children thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "which wolf will win ?"

The old Cherokee Elder simply replied ... "The one you FEED."

I hope that these words of wisdom may in some strange way help you reflect on yourself and clear a way for you threw life as it did for me.


Unknown "Tricia's Wolf" Courageous - 16 years, 2 months, 7 days ago