Let me explain something about girls. We are crazy and weird and hard to understand we know but here is the reason the "nice guy" finishes last according to a lot of people. Girls really do wnat boys to be sweet to them and nice but they want to work for it, but only a little. A girl wants to be able to chase after a boy a little then at a point they want to be the one chased. Back and forth for a little bit cause if a boy goes I like you so much! It's almost like submission and it's no fun for us. We want to be secure and know our guy will beat the crap out of some other guy who tries and messes with us and even though sometimes he's a jerk it's all worth it when he's that total sweetheart of a guy with us.
Unknown "practical joker" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 14 days ago

Some times you think you've found what you really want, but in the end you realize that it was just one of those "right now" impulses that the world has done such a great job engraving into your brain. Slwoly turning you into this insane replica of everyone else till finally you get a moment to yourself, a moment of peace, where everything starts to clear and you can look at life in a way different from your own. You notice all the pain you've gone through and where it all came from and although it may not be your fault sometimes blaming others will not help your situation. In fact, it will never help. You may feel better about yourself for a moment but when the time comes to look in the mirror, who will you see? Yourself blameless and pure or others around you pushing and pulling you and trying to mold you into their perfect image? Rain comes and washes away life's impurities. Get under a waterfall of wisdom and know that loving yourself is the best way to get through life. If you truly love who you are as a person and are happy with who you are becoming, then you will finally be ready. to be with someone else. Who is happy with who they are. For being happy alone is the only way you can make another happy. Faith, Hope and Love. Have Faith in yourself and those around you. Hope for the best even though the odds are against you. And love with all your heart and soul knowing that in the end someone else will do the same. :)
Unknown "practical joker" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 24 days ago

Strengt, love hope, peace, all churning inside of me trying to find their place while fighting fear, hate, despair and war. Can one find who they are in the midst of the world or must they continue to fight to make peace, continue to hurt to find happiness, be beaten to find strength, or will all the answers come in due time? Must we search them out or simply stand still and listen to the world around us and know He is God. But once we know should we stop seeking or should we forever seek the truth until our last breath and still not have all the answers?... I say YES
Unknown "practical joker" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 24 days ago

Broken heart shattered twice, one after another as slowly my own sadness grows to the point where it devours me whole and all that is left is this black hole. Empty but still searching, trying to find what it cannot. Like quicksand, no matter what you grad or try and fill it with, you continue to sink to where you can't see anyone but yourself and then you realize it's too late. No undoing the damage but just learning to live with what you've done and try to find forgiveness, love, and lessons on the way to find serenity.
Unknown "practical joker" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 24 days ago

Falling asleep, trying to stay awake, stay alive, strive to go the distance. Last forever long, forever strong. But i'm nodding off as my eyes start to droop my body stoops, and drops down. To the ground, as I start to grow tired, begin to feel defeated, beaten, by the things around me. I don't know how I can stand to be this way, to my dismay. The tears start to fall but the pain stays the same. It came, to me, this sadness, drought, hurt pain. I go through this over and again. But my body is tired, and hurt. Should I blurt, how I feel. Or stay the same like stainless steel. Cold, hard, and uncaring but I feel like sharing. My heart, my love. But Right from the start but can I rise above the past how long will I last? Forever, never? My lip starts to quiver but tears no longer fall. I stand strong stand tall. Friends and family all around, I pick myself up off the ground. Stand strong stand tall, looks like i'll make it after all.
Unknown "practical joker" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 24 days ago