Well, sometimes we have to take difficult decisions. We must choose what we don't want to choose, but Lord knows we have no choice...
I know I haven't done the best thing, but maybe it was the only way to find what I need to see again.

"If my life is for rent
And I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine...

While my heart is a shield
And I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail
So I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive?

But if my life is for rent
And I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine..."

Unknown "Hymypoika" Seductive - 16 years, 2 months, 19 days ago

Everybody Hurts - The Corrs

***This is a very beautiful song performed by The Corrs. And more than ever, it tells how I'm feeling now...


When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on

Don't let yourself go
Cos everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone
(Hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go
(Hold on)
If you're sure you've had too much of this life
Hang on

Cos everybody hurts, sometimes
Take comfort in your friends
And everybody hurts

Don't blow your hand
Oh, no
Don't blow your hand
If you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
And the days and nights are long
If you're sure you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Yeah, everybody hurts
Sometimes, everybody cries
Sometimes, everybody hurts
Sometimes

Everybody hurts
Sometimes

So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Cos no you are not alone
Unknown "Hymypoika" Seductive - 16 years, 3 months, 19 days ago

SO here I am again to tell you anything you'd like to know. But what would you like to know???
By now I can say that it's 9:28 pm, I'm bored, at home, feet cold, hungry and ready for a cold shower. Also lost my voice yesterday and didn't recover it yet =[. Ah, and I'm listening to Amy Winehouse - that makes me want a drink later after dinner. So let me hurry to the shower. ;]
Unknown "Hymypoika" Seductive - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago

SO here I am again to tell you anything you'd like to know. But what would you like to know???
By now I can say that it's 9:28 pm, I'm bored, at home, feet cold, hungry and ready for a cold shower. Also lost my voice yesterday and didn't recover it yet =[. Ah, and I'm listening to Amy Winehouse - that makes me want a drink later after dinner. So let me hurry to the shower. ;]
Unknown "Hymypoika" Seductive - 16 years, 3 months, 27 days ago

More Mr Blunt...

Fall at Your Feet

I'm really close tonight
And I feel like I'm moving inside
Lying in the dark
And the thing that I'm beginning to know of
Let it go
I'll be there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain

You're hiding from me now
There's something in the way that you're talking
Words don't sound right
But I hear them all moving inside you
go now
I'll there when you call
And whenever I fall at your feet
Do let your tears rain down on me
Whenever I touch your slow turning pain

The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help
Who knows where that might lead
I fall

The finger of blame has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing to offer myself
Do you want my presence or need my help
Who knows where that might lead
I fall at your feet

Unknown "Hymypoika" Seductive - 16 years, 7 months, 3 days ago